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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Ru-bee well it was lovely to hear from you and i hope you have a good day ❤️.

I'm glad i managed to have one, it definitely feels better that I've done it.

Really hoping she is understanding about it. I've tried to do my best to do the cleaning but now I just can't manage anything.

Thankyou ❤️

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Hey @MissGremlin 💛, thinking of you, how are you doing this evening my friend?

sorry I’be been absent, I fell off the perch myself for a bit there 🙈, finally powering up 🙏. What is mr Casper up to? Found any squeaky toys around?

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Hello @Chasingsunsets, really just not myself at the moment. It's been a tough day. I had to cancel my inspection as I couldn't manage it, she was annoyed at me and wants a doctors note which is fine by me.

I'm sorry things got rough for you but glad you're powering up a bit now. Casper has been snuggling up with me, he did get a new toy on Saturday which squeaks but it also has a rope, he's dangerous with it when he whips it around and accidentally hits you with the rope 😂.

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Lovely to hear from you @MissGremlin 🫶, sorry to hear about how you have been feeling and having to cancel the inspection. Sometimes people just don’t understand what we are going through and only look at it from there side 😞, good you are able to get a drs note and hopefully you can reschedule for a time that suits you 🙏

Hmm yess was interesting and just thankful for the powering up stage it’s definitely early days but hope I can stay on my perch for a bit would be nice!

hehe a complimentary Casper rope wip 🤣 just to wake you up. I can visualise it too lol. Like Indi didn’t catch her ball proper while I was on the couch the other day and it rebounded square into my forehead lol 😂🤭

ill have to send a pic of a toy Indi would the other week- I actually quite like it 😂 lol. Ticks a lot of boxes LOL no squeaks, short rope and she likes it too which is good 🙂

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@Chasingsunsets I'm just making dinner so don't have alot of time to reply but I also didn't want you to think i was ignoring you. I'm feeling a tad overwhelmed at the moment so multitasking is a challenge. I shall reply a little later tonight though sweet, I'm sorry.

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No worries @MissGremlin, enjoy dinner and speak soon no pressure, no hurry 💜

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Bit exhausted @MissGremlin, that was a quick energy burst lol. I’ll try get on a bit later if not will be on at soon as I can! Sorry 🫶, just hit me 🙈

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@Chasingsunsets cancelling the inspection was a big decision but one that was for the best. I'm sure she's going to only give me a week or so before it's rescheduled.

Def hoping you stay on your perch for a bit. Sorry the energy burst was short, sending hugs to you ❤️.

Haha oh Indi missing the ball 😂. Casper throws toys around so it's not uncommon to have one come flying at you 😂. The whips from any toys that have rope attached to them are honestly the worst but he loves them.

Ooohhh i can't wait to see ☺️.

I forgot to say that I tried to get one of the iceypole squishies the other day from kmart but they are completely sold out 😞. Not to worry though as I have some coming from nee doh ☺️.

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I made it @MissGremlin got the smallest power left, Indi said she wanted to show you and Casper the toy she found. She’s playing with it atm!! Sorry cropped the pic due to marking, once you see it I’ll delete it. I tried to erase her eyebrows to hide her identity but that just looked way too funny 😂. Bonus the ball is glow and the dark!

 

How was dinner? What would you find helpful tonight? Yeah they will reschedule, hopefully when convenient for you.
lost my perch tonight re energy far out that was super quick not much of a chance at all. I am hoping I’ll feel okay tomorrow.

Yeah very use to being forced to play right now I am being stared at by a certain someone, with the toy on me. If I am too slow I’ll get a nudge 😂 and escalates from there. My friend when she was young Nick named her “no chill” 😂 coming from an owner of a lazy cavoodle (so beautiful) 😂. No she had a no chill for herself which is so funny.


look out for those flying toys @MissGremlin 😂

Oh kidding no more icepoles!! That’s exciting about your nee doh look forward to seeing it ☺️. If they sell out so quick I wonder what they have next coming in stock !

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@Chasingsunsets ahhh you're running on the back up reserve of power i reckon 😂. Awww she's honestly just adorable and you can tell her that Casper and i love her and her toy 😍. Casper has a glow in the dark ball aswell.

Dinner was ok, I'm not overly hungry lately but try to at least eat something little. Hoping you are feeling better tomorrow sweet. I don't know what happened earlier with me, i just got very suddenly overwhelmed and didn't have it in me to even be on the forums in that moment. I'm in bed now with Casper and my diamond art, just trying to be gentle with myself while sitting with heavy thoughts (I'm safe).

Haha oh I laugh cos Casper does the same thing to me 😂. They have such personalities when they know what they want. Haha oh how the tables turned for your friend 😂.

Definitely gotta watch those flying toys 😂.

They're always bringing out new things so I'll have to keep a lookout. I'll make sure I share a pic with you when they arrive ☺️

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