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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx you mean the crisis services that keep letting me down. I'll just take my chances.

Thanks for those hugs and sorry for letting everyone down.

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@Jynx my head feels so fuzzy. Everytime I close my eyes my body feels like it's floating away.

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@MissGremlin that sounds nice the floating. Like in a Float tank?

I arrived home and just finished unpacking my car. Don’t know if I left the boot open.

I can’t be arsed going back downstairs to check.

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@Glisten more like I'm going to float away and disappear, like a feeling that you aren't here.

Hope you are getting a good sleep.

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@MissGremlin I hope you eventually found sleep. Big HUGS 🫂

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@Jynx are you around at all?

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@MissGremlin alas not for long, I finish at 8pm!

Hope you're chugging along okay?

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@Jynx I'm really not ok 😞

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@MissGremlin aww hun 🫂

Forums fam is here for you darlin!

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@Jynx I'm really scared.

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