Battles

@MissGremlin

I am sorry you can't concentrate so maybe a rest is the next best idea, take care of your wonderful self and I hope you can have a sleep and wake up feeling a bit better, sometimes a sleep is the best remedy 😍

Hello @AuntGlow are you still around?

Hello, yes! Talk to me! 🥰 @MissGremlin

@MissGremlin I hope things begin to look up for you too beautiful. It's so tiring having to struggle through the day with so many concerns. I hope you look at yourself in the mirror at least once a day and tell yourself "I AM WORTHY OF A GOOD LIFE"

Because you are. And I am continuing to ask for help for you in prayer. I just wish He wouldn't take so long to answer.

Much love and hugs my sweet Grem xoxo

@AuntGlow today has been really hard, anything that could go wrong has. I've been sitting in my bed, I had an iced coffee and I've been doing my diamond art. I was trying to calm down and I was getting there slowly but then something else happens. I'm tired of things going wrong, I'm sitting here questioning where did I go so wrong, what did I do to deserve this. I really feel like I'm failing and that the universe doesn't want me here.

Thoughts are really dark at the moment and I'm struggling to pull myself out of that headspace (I'm safe). I'm waiting to get through to a crisis service and I've got my TV show on while I'm doing my diamond art. I'm just feeling scared and alone.

@ENKELI thankyou sweetheart, I'm trying so hard to keep pushing through but the universe really needs to give me a break, even just a chance to catch my breath.

I appreciate your support and prayers always ❤️.

Lots of love and hugs to you beautiful ❤️

@MissGremlin

YOU HEAR THAT UNIVERSE? GIVE OUR GIRL A BREAK!

There are times when I start wondering just how much more I can endure, I know you are feeling the same thing. My hope and prayer is that the coming months are easier for you xoxo

@ENKELI the universe needs to give us both a break. You're right in that I really do question just how much more I can take, I know there's a strength deep within but I fear it's starting to wear very thin (I'm safe).

Here's to hoping the coming months are easier for the both of us ❤️

Oh, lovely. That is such a hard position to be in, and so, so overwhelming. Know that we are here with you. I understand things feel big in your body right now, so I think it's great that you are reaching out to a crisis service and doing diamond art. Have you been able to talk with anyone yet? @MissGremlin 💛

@AuntGlow not yet i haven't, they seem to be busy tonight. I'm mentally exhausted but physically I'm wide awake. I have an early start tomorrow and some really daunting things to deal with. I'm not sure how I'm going to cope with it all (I'm safe).

I've got chest/jaw pain at the moment which I'm trying to just breathe through. I'll call health direct or 000 if I need to but I'm just trying to let it settle for now.

I was giving Casper some cuddles before, still watching my show and doing my diamond art.