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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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ohhh I love it @NightFury 😍

morning @MissGremlin 😍

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Morning beautiful @Shaz51, how are you?

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coffee and toast here for breakfast @MissGremlin

put some cream on my sore back

how are you xx

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@Shaz51 i just made a coffee for myself and have pain relief to take. Have a headache and I'm sore. I slept 10 hours last night, I was out of it after the last couple of days.

Hoping your sore back eases sweet.

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hope your headache goes away soon my @MissGremlin 😍

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@Shaz51 I'm hoping so. My coffee seems to have disappeared on me 😂

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I know , my coffee ☕️ does that all the time @MissGremlin 🤣😂

And I have no furbabies to blame 😅

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@Shaz51 I've come to the realisation that my cups all have holes in them 😂.

Casper gets the last little bit of my drinks 😂.

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Hey @MissGremlin , I just wanted to check back in and see how you’re going today 🙂

It sounded like you had a gentle plan for the rest of your day yesterday, and I’m really glad things had settled a little by then.

I hope your appointment goes the way you need it to, you really deserve to feel heard and taken seriously, especially with how much this has been affecting you.

You put in so much effort yesterday, even when it felt really hard, and that really does matter. It was so nice chatting to you too. I hope today feels even just a little bit steadier for you 🤍

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Hello @Nala2022, thankyou for checking in ☺️.

My appointment wasn't able to be focused on me sadly so I didn't get to even talk about anything that's going on for me and i don't have another appointment for 2 weeks now.

I feel like all that effort that I put in yesterday means nothing today. Today everything is hitting hard, I have alot of anxiety. I've been to 3 different places today and every time I've had to jump-start my car. Today is one of those days where everything that can go wrong is going wrong. I've just got back home and I've made an iced coffee so I'm sitting with that and just trying to breathe for 5 minutes before I completely break down. (I'm safe)

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