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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Our babies are really toastie, furry hot water bottles @MissGremlin Luna keeps me warm of a night.

She's good. She's sitting next to me, trying to look hungry and trying to scab my toastie crusts. Lol.

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@NightFury they make perfect hot water bottles and it's a bonus that they're soft and fluffy.

Haha awww she deserves the crusts 😂. No doubt Casper is going to be watching me very closely when my roast is ready later lol

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Well, her tactic had worked @MissGremlin she got my crusts.

It is a bonus that they'rr soft and fluffy. What's not a bonus are the farts and the boob squishes and the dog breath.

Ooooh Casper...he just wants you to share!

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@NightFury hehe they know how to get what they want 😂.

I'm lucky that Casper rarely smells with his farts. The squishes are the worst, Casper stands on my stomach/chest first thing in the morning when he wants breakfast 😂.

I always share, he gets so spoilt lol

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They deserve to be spoilt @MissGremlin I remind Luna every now and then. Like I might tell her...the dog that's barking is outside in the rain and you get to sit inside on a comfy lounge with a wood heater going. Lol.

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@NightFury haha love it. They really do have the lap of luxury 😂.

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Lol. They do. @MissGremlin

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@MissGremlin Sorry about last night, don’t generally just vanish off here 🤪. How’s your day been?

I finished organising last night and things kicked in before I thought! Sorry about that!!

morning was good but then just woke up from a (definitely not intentional) 5 hour nap 🤯🤯. Lost my day 🤯. Got to bounce shortly but wanted to make sure I checked in 🙏

hiya @NightFury, how’s your evening? 😊

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@Chasingsunsets it's completely ok sweet. I woke up feeling really blah, nauseous, tummy not happy and dodgy throat. But I stripped my bed and washed all the bedding, put a roast on and cleaned the toilet. I was struggling to keep my eyes open while the roast was cooking but once it was done I had some of that and then I crashed it on my lounge for 3 hours, though I don't feel like I rested. I had an iced coffee just before and then made my bed, fed Casper and took him out to the toilet now I'm sitting down on my lounge.

Glad the morning was good and the nap sounds like it was very much needed. Thankyou for checking in, I hope you enjoy the rest of your evening ❤️.

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Ps I hope you can find Melbourne in May @MissGremlin 😂

Yeah I’m the same with dishes, generally like to do them before I eat but I have relaxed a bit and happy to do them after. For the week don’t much else planned just work at this stage. 😌

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