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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury i like them sometimes too. How is Luna going?

The iced coffee is nice, I'm about half way through it. How's your drink?

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My coffee is gone! @MissGremlin

Luna is okay. She really annoyed me yesterday. She would not give me any space. All she wanted to do was sit in front of me...almost on top of me and lick me. I feel bad about it today because I kinda pushed her away.

She's much more settled today though after a big walk.

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@MissGremlin food sounds like a really good idea. So funny that you mentioned sausages! That's what I just cooked up for lunch and yes they always smell soooooo good. Sometimes I reckon they smell better than they taste, like coffee and bacon too 😝

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@NightFury i just finished my iced coffee.

It's tough when they do that, Casper does it to me aswell and I get frustrated with him cos I just want to be left alone. Try to be gentle with yourself sweet, Luna still loves you. They just have no idea how to respect personal space sometimes 😂.

It's good that she's settled after a big walk. Casper has refused to go toilet today which is really messing with my anxiety, he hasn't gone for anything since 7pm last night. It's bringing up everything from Laylah with her kidney issues cos she would hold for over 15 hours without going to the toilet.

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@hopeful_hannah i made some crackers with cucumber, tomato and cheese. Haha seems sausages are popular 😂. Yes they smell amazing, but sometimes when I eat them I'm like 'you smelt better when you were cooking', how disappointing 😂.

I've never been able to drink normal coffee but I like the flavoured sachets.

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Sometimes I just need my own space @MissGremlin and she just constantly gets in it. I know it'd because I'm home and she wants to be loved and show her love.

I can understand how that's giving you some anxiety, but maybe it's just a case of him not needing to go? Maybe he hasn't drank as much? Maybe he was sneaky and went when you weren't looking?

Hi @hopeful_hannah

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@NightFury completely understand sweet. She's just taking the opportunity to get all the snuggles in while you are home.

He used to always go for both after breakfast and dinner but since the sock incident his routine has been messed up. He hasn't been unsupervised so I haven't missed it. It just worries me alot. I'm just hoping he goes soon.

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I hope he goes soon too, if just to ease your anxiety and confirm that he's okay @MissGremlin

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@NightFury i might do my dishes. I don't want to but they have to be done.

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Hello @NightFury 🤗

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