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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Thankyou sweet @heartathome ❤️.

Honestly I didn't feel that great after it but I think it's cos I'm feeling sore and achy. Casper enjoyed it though and he's exhausted now. I'd hoped that it might have made me a bit tired so that I might sleep tonight but I'm wide awake. But anyway I did it so I guess that's something.

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I slept all night! No waking up at all! @MissGremlin

How is your pain today?

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@Captain24 that's absolutely fantastic, I'm so happy to hear. How are you feeling sweet?

Pain is ok other than a headache which I've just taken pain relief for.

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I don’t feel tired and I feel kind of ok. Lots to do with lunch today but I get a little proud of myself for doing it and saving mum @MissGremlin

I hope it’s ok… well it’s too late now anyway but I prayed for you in church this morning.

That’s good about the pain not so much the headache though.

Did you get much sleep?

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@Captain24 not feeling tired and kind of ok, we'll take it! You do so well to do lunch today and I hope everyone enjoys it ☺️.

Thankyou sweet, I appreciate the prayers and yes that's completely ok ❤️.

I had 3 hours of very broken sleep again. But I'm not tired. I finished my diamond art last night.

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I’ll take it too. It feels different. @MissGremlin

Sorry about the sleep.

Oh wow!! You did it. Well done. I should finish mine today as well. Can’t wait to show you a photo of it. It looks so good!

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@Captain24 i bet it feels different.

Thankyou sweet, I'm glad I was able to finish it. I can't wait to see a pic of yours ☺️.

I might sort out the dots to another one.

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I have everything done just have to put it in the oven on time! @MissGremlin Hopefully I have all the timing right. 🤞

I even made my work lunches. When mum and dad go all I’ll have to do is unpack the dishwasher when it’s done. They will help with the rest of the clean up!

How are you feeling?

What’s the next one if?

Im going to do a little bit of diamond art before I have to clean the table off!

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@Captain24 that's awesome that it's all ready to go, fingers crossed you have the timing right.

Well done, you've done incredible to have your lunches packed and having just the dishwasher to unpack later will make things so much easier.

Not really sure how I'm feeling at the moment, I was sort of ok after something exciting happened but then it's all crashed down (I'm safe). Those little moments never seem to last long.

This is the one I'm going to do now.

 

@Chasingsunsets

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I’m sorry it was just a fleeting moment for you but all you can take from it was at lest it was a moment. Not that there’s much consolation in it @MissGremlin

That diamond art looks really cool. Hard though.

I’ve just packed mine up. It seems a shame when there is only about an hour to go. I want to seal it but I want to start a new one. Maybe I could just seal them at the same time.

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