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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Mar 2025, 8:19 pm AEDT

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Ru-beeModerator15 Apr 2025, 12:58 pm AEST

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Okay, so you're having a quiet day at home today @MissGremlin?

Are you able to do any colouring or crafty bits this afternoon?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Apr 2025, 12:59 pm AEST

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@Ru-bee i guess so.

I don't know if I have it in me to do anything.

I'm scared and I'm feeling so vulnerable and fragile.

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Ru-beeModerator15 Apr 2025, 1:08 pm AEST

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I hear you @MissGremlin if you give it a go and aren't up to it that's okay. Is there anything else that could help to make you feel a bit more safe and comforted at the moment?

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Apr 2025, 1:21 pm AEST

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@Ru-bee i tried to colour but my hand is sore and i don't have any tolerance to pain today. Just knowing you are here right now and that I'm not alone is enough. I've just been massively triggered by some conversations I've overheard and I'm really angry and frustrated at myself cos it's all my fault that the situation happened.

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Ru-beeModerator15 Apr 2025, 2:03 pm AEST

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Well I'm sitting right here with you @MissGremlin 💜

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Apr 2025, 2:06 pm AEST

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Thanks @Ru-bee ♥️. Trying to get through to the SANE line so I can talk things through. Hoping it will help cos I don't know what else to do.

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Ru-beeModerator15 Apr 2025, 2:08 pm AEST

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Good on you @MissGremlin, hope you get through to them soon!

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Apr 2025, 2:10 pm AEST

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@Ru-bee i hope so.

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MissGremlinSenior Contributor15 Apr 2025, 2:36 pm AEST

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@Ru-bee I feel like the worst person in the world. How could I be so stupid, how could I let this all happen 😞

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Ru-beeModerator15 Apr 2025, 2:58 pm AEST

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Hey, you're absolutely not the worst person @MissGremlin

What's got you feeling that way? Sending you a big, big hug

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