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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury thankyou sweet ❤️.

It definitely seems that way. I get it sweetheart, i do as I feel the same way about myself, that all I am is a disappointment and a burden on everyone. But the way we feel often isn't how others see us.

Casper got his breakfast earlier. Making a fresh cuppa and having something to eat sounds like a good idea. I'm going to do the same, I've made a cuppa and I'm going to have some breakfast which is something I don't usually do.

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I'm up! @MissGremlin

I made a ham and cheese toastie for me and a fresh coffee. Luna is fed and now happy. Though she's looking longingly at my toastie.

I eat breakfast every day. I feel sick and dizzy if I don't. What are you going to have for breakfast?

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@NightFury so proud of you for getting up sweet.

Yummy ham and cheese toastie and a fresh cuppa. Haha Luna wants to share your breakfast too 😂.

I'm thinking I might have one of my muesli ones that I brought, I saw them last week and wanted to try them. I can't eat cereal as it goes soggy too fast but the muesli ones that I've brought seem to be ok.

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@NightFury I'm having honey nut Granola.

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Luna always shares my breakfast @MissGremlin actually she manages to share most of my meals when I'm at home for meal times.

Muesli is okay. I like to put some fruit into my muesli too. And sometimes I like to add walnuts or almonds.

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@NightFury Casper shares all my meals with me given that i only eat at home 😂.

Adding fruit is always yummy. This one has lots of nuts in it so I'm happy. Not that i need to be nuttier 😂

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I would like to go back to bed @MissGremlin I'm tired.

I don't eat cereal either. I don't like the soggy nature of it and I don't like the taste of the milk - how it absorbs the taste of the cereal. I sometimes eat oats, or bircher muesli with raspberries.

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@NightFury i hear you sweet, I'm sorry you are tired. I wish you could just have a rest day.

Oh you literally just described me, the soggy nature of cereal, the taste of milk and the way it takes the taste of the cereal. I have the tiniest bit of milk in my granola and even then I struggle with the taste of it.

Casper hurt his paw the other day doing zoomies, he partly broke his dew claw so it's still a bit sensitive. He acts like a big baby and comes to me holding his paw up looking at me with sad eyes, like mum fix it 😂

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I wish that I could have a rest day too. @MissGremlin

Naaaw, poor Casper. That sounds incredibly adorable and he is a big baby. He just wants some love and attention and for his sore paw to be validated.

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@NightFury you definitely deserve a rest day. I'm hoping that you manage lawn bowls ok today though sweet.

This is what he does, gently puts his paw on me and just stares at me with those eyes. He's such a gentle soul ❤️

 

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