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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, things are feeling so heavy today, I'm just trying to take things slowly.

How's things over there?

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Hugs, my friend @MissGremlin

Things are a little all over the place here. My brain is busy and stuck in thought loops.

But it's Friday.

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@NightFury thankyou sweet ❤️.

Hope the day goes smoothly for you.

Would love to have a cuppa with you today if you are up for it.

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We haven't had a cuppa together in a while @MissGremlin so I would love to.

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It’s freezing cold here @MissGremlin a feels like of 3 degrees.

Im glad I got to sleep in my own bed last night and not a motel room. I’m in a little bit of pain but it’s not too bad and not as bad as last time. Plus not as much blood loss so that is good.

Im feeling different though. I’m not sure who or what it is but it’s just different. I had a feeling normal moment at the hospital with the surgeon and aneathitist. I was joking around and stuff. That felt good.

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@NightFury it's definitely been a while. Well I have nothing on today other than the roofing people being here so whenever you are up for it let me know ☺️.

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@Captain24 it's currently 13⁰ here at the moment, so it's definitely chilly.

I'm so glad you got to sleep in your own bed too. That's so good that you didn't have as much blood loss and hopefully the pain stays manageable for you sweet.

That normal moment must have been nice, it's like a little glimmer that comes through when it happens, a reminder of what things can be like. Really hoping things start looking up for you sweetheart, sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️

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I really despise the cold!!! @MissGremlin Give me 40 degrees any day! It’s actually snowing in the town that I had surgery in! Glad we came home.

It was so nice to have that moment. I actually want to email my psych about it! It was before all the drugs too!

I just rang my best friend and had a quick chat with her. So that was nice too. No drama. I did laugh though when she said she made herself a coffee to take to work on her drive into town but left it on the bonnet of her car. She doesn’t cope without coffee! It’s a 30

minute drive to town for her.

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@Captain24 oh see this weather i love, I can't stand the heat 😂. Oohhh snow would be so pretty to see but yes I'm glad you came home.

I bet it was nice to have that moment, I'd definitely share it with your psych sweet. Hoping you get more of those moments ❤️.

Awww I'm glad you got to chat with your best friend and that it was drama free. Haha oh no to the coffee, that would have really sucked. I imagine it would have been a long drive for her after that lol

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I just went outside and there is sleet in the rain! It doesn’t snow in town but we do get sleet. No wonder it’s so cold! @MissGremlin

I did email her, I couldn’t help myself. I think she will be happy with that though. I told her that I feel different but just not sure what it is or why.

She was running late for work and couldn’t even call in anywhere to buy one before she got there! That’s even funnier!

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