Battles

Something happened the night before that scared me, and I don't know what it was but it sent me into a spin @MissGremlin

I'll be thinking of you. I hope it goes smoothly for you too.

@NightFury that sounds really tough sweet and I'm sorry it happened.

Thankyou sweet ❤️.

I had a very positive appointment with my psychologist yesterday @MissGremlin

@I’ve done a couple of online self assessments plus we had a good chat yesterday

psychologist validated different things I said including my mental exhaustion and irritability due to my autistic “must do’s”. We chatted about options for assessment and psychologist said lots of people are happy self assessments, one of them is me.
Im still thinking about possibly taking up her offer which is to for her to write letter to my psychiatrist with some info plus enquiring if my psychiatrist can do formal assessment (if I decide I want one).

from few things my psychologist said I got the impression she also is autistic

thinking of you and hoping you are well.

hoping Casper hasn’t added my clothing items to his diet 🤣🤣

@Flutterbug9 that sounds like a really positive appointment sweet, I'm so glad she validated different things aswell. It's really helpful when someone gets it and it can make all the difference when it comes to having someone supportive.

Things have been pretty rough for me today, had many unplanned phone calls and the last one left me in tears. I'm glad to be home and spending time with Casper who thankfully hasn't added anymore clothing to his diet 😂.

Always thinking about you sweetheart, hope you enjoy the rest of your evening. Love and hugs to you ❤️.

@MissGremlin how are you feeling this evening beautiful?

Did you manage to escape a headache? Having to see your ex must have been tough you poor darling.
I don't like being in the sun too much either, I hope you kept hydrated xo

I managed to get up and showered and that was about it so the assessment hasn't been done yet. I need to get my act together and submit it before Wednesday. It's only the last couple of weeks that I've been slack with my studies, before that I made sure everyone was done before the due date. I'm praying that once the heat drops I'll be less fatigued.

Hello @ENKELI sweetheart, today has been really tough. After the event today I then had to deal with several unexpected phone calls, by the last one I broke down in tears. There's not been any good news out of today and I'm feeling so hurt and let down (I'm safe).

I had a headache but it was mainly from crying so much, it's eased now thankfully though. It was a double whammy today dealing with both my ex and my mother. I also forgot to take my drink bottle so it's lucky it wasn't too hot, i did my best to stay in the shade as much as I could.

You did so well to get up and showered sweet. Sounds like you are very much like me in that the heat takes so much out of you and it's a struggle to get anything done. Hoping it cools down for you soon sweetheart and you can get some energy back.

Sending you lots of love and hugs beautiful ❤️.

Morning @MissGremlin just having a coffee over here. I'm going to hit the shower shortly and get ready for bowls. I have to go to the chemist before bowls because I'm out of meds and I want to grab some food somewhere. We're playing in the semi finals today.

How're things over there?

Hello @NightFury my sweet, i hope all goes well for you at bowls today. Sorry I was late to reply.

Things over here are feeling so heavy, I dozed off for a bit and just woke up having a panic attack so I'm working on calming down from that (I'm safe). I have to get ready soon to head to the shops to get a bit of food.

I'm in absolute shock, I've just found out that another of my niece's passed away yesterday, she was only 18. I'm truly feeling so broken (I'm safe)😞.

Aww @MissGremlin , I'm so sorry to hear this.

My sincere condolences to you.