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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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I'm awake and almost at work. I've stopped to grab a coffee @MissGremlin things are a challenge over here at the moment.

How's this morning treating you at the moment?

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@NightFury hoping the day gets easier for sweet.

This morning is rough there's only so much one can take being verbally abused (I'm safe). I've had very little sleep aswell so it's going to be hard to push through the day. Not looking forward to the 2 hour phone call that I have this afternoon either. Hoping to snuggle with Casper on the lounge for a bit soon before trying to tackle the day.

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Hoping the day gets easier for you too @MissGremlin that sounds like a pretty rough start to the day.

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@MissGremlin @NightFury I hope your day improves. Sending hugs and prayers your way xo

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@MissGremlin my sweet, how did you go with the phone call?

Are you okay this afternoon/evening?

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Thankyou @ENKELI sweetheart. The phone call was really hard and I had to talk about the DV I've been through aswell as another really traumatic event. I have lots of thoughts, feelings and emotions running through me now (I'm safe).

How are you doing beautiful?

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@MissGremlin oh sweetheart that would have been difficult. I'm glad it's over now and that you are safe. What plans do you have for this evening, some TV or a diamond painting?

I am not doing much, it's still 37 outside at 3.30pm so I am reading a book in the air con. I have an assessment to do but it's not due to be submitted until Wednesday next week so I am going to tackle it tomorrow or Friday.
I want to go back to Funnings to get potting mix too but given that the weather is in the high 30's (38 today and tomorrow) any gardening will be done in the evening or next week.

This weather is why I want to move down south!

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@ENKELI I'm doing my bedtime routine, hoping once I'm in bed that I can listen to some music and start my new diamond art.

That's horrible to be so hot still, it's almost 7pm here. Hope tackling the assessment goes ok for you sweet. The weather here tomorrow is about 25⁰, still a bit warm for my liking especially cos I have to be out in it most of the day Friday. Hope it starts to cool down for you so you can get into the garden more.

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@MissGremlin

sitting with you my awesome friend

here for you if you want to chat xx

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@MissGremlin it's dropped down from 38 to 34 here, hopefully it will be cool enough to get into the garden later this afternoon.

I am feeling really blah today, I could easily fall asleep.

How are you coping today? xo

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