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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Captain24 i had a migraine still when I went so that made it hard, still have it today too. Things got really bad when I was with my friend today and my thoughts almost won it was a very scary moment (I'm safe for now).

I still worry about you sweet. I'm just having to lay low on here cos i don't have it in me to reply to too many posts or any long ones.

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Is the migraine to do with stress? @MissGremlin

I’m sorry it got so bad for you. At least

you had someone with you. A physical person not a virtual one.

It’s ok.

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@MissGremlin reading tags now so i am soo behind and delayed in answers lol sorry!

1st march - caspers 1st bday 🥰😍🤩

So handsome! I love it! Thank you for sharing it 😊😁

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@AlwaysMyself it's ok sweet. Just be careful in my thread, things are pretty heavy at the moment (I'm safe).

Casper is a special boy and he had a good birthday.

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@Captain24 stress and lack of sleep i think.

I'm glad she was with me in that moment but it was still so scary.

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That’s not good @MissGremlin. I wish I knew a way to help you sleep.

You were lucky to have her. I can’t imagine how scary that must have been for you.

What’s for dinner?

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@Captain24 i wish I knew a way aswell, it's so tough not getting enough sleep.

Yes I was lucky.

Nothing for me today/tonight. I can't do anything food wise until Friday next week but I'll be ok.

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Do you have anything like pasta in the cupboard? @MissGremlin, all I’ve got is pasta with cheese on it. I need to save my limited money so I have food for work.

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@Captain24 no i don't. I'm sitting on my kitchen floor, I don't want to move, I don't want to do anything. I just feel stuck. (I'm safe).

Casper had his lip stuck to his teeth. He's by my side now.

  

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Just waiting for the photos to be approved. @MissGremlin

Im so sorry that this is happening to you. I don’t even know what to say. Just I’m here with you

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