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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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That sounds so hard. Just like a vicious cycle that won’t stop. @MissGremlin

I wish I could help you. Just help you be able to get help. To be able to turn things around. I get wanting to be normal. They say in here ‘what is normal’ but I get what you mean.

Im glad you reached out. You are good at that and knowing when you need to. Were they helpful or just someone to get things off your chest? It must be so hard to be in so much panic all the time. I can’t even imagine what it would be like. Has your head eased at all or is it still the same from so much stress?

Im glad you have Casper. They just help with comfort so much. Well not Jett, he growls and snaps at me if I touch him during the night! 😂

I get the alone feeling, as much as people on here say that you aren’t alone it’s not the same as having someone with you. I am here for you though and on here you have people.

The broken and defeated is understandable. I have nothing that can help. I wish I did. I can totally get why you feel this way. I’m so sorry that you do.

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My darling @MissGremlin


there’s nothing wrong with the supposed personalities issues they have diagnosed you with. It’s like you just needed to find your place isn’t it - coming to Sane Forums …….

i supposedly don’t have mh mine is all head injury.
But the hospital ignored me for 49 years and I need to manage it.
so on medication to cope with that

and head injury.

it’s like so much more to handle isn’t it

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I'm sorry that i haven't had a chance to reply to posts yet but I'm hoping I can later today. Between appointments and the concert last night I haven't been able to get on much. I've also had a migraine for the last 2 days and it's still there today.

For now I'm about to get ready for a dentist appointment so I have alot of anxiety happening (I'm safe). Not sure how to get through the appointment today really.

@NightFury @Captain24 @ENKELI @PeppyPatti @Bunniekins @AlwaysMyself

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It’s ok @MissGremlin. you do what you need to do and look out for yourself. I’m not going anywhere and will be here when you a ready and able to be.

I hope the concert was good last night and that maybe you found a little enjoyment in it.

Hoping the dentist is going ok. I am thinking of you as I know how it is for you.

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Hello @Captain24 and @NightFury care to sit with me for a bit. I'm struggling at the moment and not sure if i can communicate but I just really don't want to feel so alone right now (I'm safe for now).

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Happy to sit with you @MissGremlin I'm on my lunch break, so happy to sit and keep you company. You don't need to communicate, but I'm here.

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Thankyou @NightFury my sweet ❤️.

Would you like to have a cuppa with me?

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I have just ordered a mango smoothie, so what great timing? @MissGremlin

Are you having one of your ice coffees?

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@NightFury yes I'll make an iced coffee now. That was good timing.

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It was great timing @MissGremlin I'm buying my lunch today. I try to keep it to once a week otherwise I'd spend so mich money on food. But it feels like a nice treat today.

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