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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@MissGremlin huh, funny coincidence ay!! Goes to show it can be such a roll of the dice ay

Mm dissociation is tricky huh, but like anything you will figure it out as you go. Recovery is skills practice after all!

I'm glad you're still reaching out when you need to. I gots to dash!! Hope your night is relatively chill from here on out hun, just keep using your grounding and staying connected here, you got this! I'll catch you next week 💜

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@Jynx yes definitely. Was good timing though that's for sure.

Getting sick of having to try to figure out new things, especially when I haven't figured out other things yet 😂.

Hope you have a good night and I'll catch you next time. Thanks for everything ❤️.

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@NiteKat sorry I was never able to reply to you. Things got really bad and I wasn't in a position to respond. Thankyou for reaching out to me though.

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Is there any @moderator around. Having a rough night. I can't sleep and my thoughts are racing through my head. I've tried crisis lines but it hasn't helped, just trying to pass the time and hoping this feeling goes away. I'm exhausted and overwhelmed but I can't switch off.

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Sorry to hear you're struggling tonight, and that the ways you've reached out haven't been a source of comfort or distraction. What are some of the things you were thinking of using to pass the time?

You're riding out the feelings tonight which sounds tough, so its great you are reaching out for support. Sometimes it is about riding that wave and getting through a hard night, I hope you can get as cosy and comfy as you possibly can.

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@DaydreamNation I'm really trying hard to get through but i feel that I'm not succeeding.

Each moment is getting harder and those thoughts are only intensifying. I dozed off for 20 minutes but I've woken up having a full on panic attack. Not sure how much more I can take.

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So glad you are still coming here and sharing how you are going through it all. Just keep taking it moment by moment, do you have some gentle or comforting music or a comfort show you can pop on for a little while?

Keep breathing and grounding, you are getting there, minute by minute.

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Hello @rav3n, how are you going?

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hiii @MissGremlin i'm a quite sick at the moment but somehow surviving! how are you going?

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@rav3n oh no, I hope you are better soon ❤️.

I'm having a bit of a tough moment right now but trying to get through it.

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