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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@AuntGlow i watched some angel earlier, i finished Buffy last night. But I've turned it off for the night now.

I never liked charmed.

It's just nice to know that when looking up at the night sky that others are aswell thus feeling less alone.

Not really one for documentaries.

Thankyou. It would be nice to get a good night's sleep.

His lovely pink flamingo is on my bed but not with him as such.

 

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@MissGremlin those photos are great. I've been out to have a look a couple of times but it was not great. The last time I went out it was bright, like a 3 quarter moon.

I love Caspers' flamingo!

MM has been really sookie tonight, he doesn't usually stay snuggled up to me unless I'm in a bad way but he just wouldn't leave. He got upset when I got up to take a look at the moon and settled down when I came back. He's wandered off now, probably asleep in the door way!

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Thankyou @ENKELI sweetheart. It was nice to get some photos of it, every other time we've had one it's been cloudy here so you couldn't see it. Glad you got to see it when it was bright, there's something magical about the night sky.

The flamingo is a bit cute, I love it's long legs 😂.

Awww MM really wanted snuggles ❤️. Maybe he could sense the lunar eclipse. The second i roll over the try to sleep Casper comes up and curls up on my pillow, I thought it was something he'd outgrow but nope that's his sleeping spot. I love him being so close and I often fall asleep holding his paw while he uses my head as his headrest ❤️.

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Checking in on you this morning @MissGremlin

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Morning @NightFury my sweet, things are feeling heavy today.

How's things for you sweet?

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Hugs @MissGremlin

I am...

I don't know. I cried myself to sleep last night. This morning I feel heavy.

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@NightFury oh sweetheart, hugs to you ❤️.

I'm here for you if you want to chat about anything ❤️

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How many times have you rewatched Buffy and Angel? 🤩 @MissGremlin

Wow, I love this so much. 🥹 You should start a stargazing thread!

How did you sleep in the end?

Also, that pink flamingo is so cute. 😍

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@AuntGlow too many times to count 😂.

Maybe that's something for another day. Apparently there won't be another lunar eclipse for 3 years now.

I didn't get much sleep, i had lots of panic attacks. My head is pounding today and things feel so heavy and i have really strong thoughts and urges (I'm safe for now). I'm meant to be having a shower but I just can't. I'm laying on my lounge with Casper.

The flamingo is cute and Casper loves it, though he loves all his toys, the noisier the better 😂.

How are you today sweet?

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, how's things going over there?

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