Battles

Skinny dipping only then hey @MissGremlin? 😝

Oh yikes, yeah that always makes my skin crawl!! I love spiders, but only if they stay...over there... 😂

@Jynx oh I needed that smile, thankyou sweet.

Yes spiders can kindly remain outside of my house, besides they aren't helping me pay the rent 😂.

Things are crashing here and i have a million thoughts racing through my head (I'm safe for now). I'm trying to do my bedtime routine but bed feels scary now.

Happy birthday Casper @MissGremlin

Thankyou @Captain24 sweet ❤️

@MissGremlin take a moment to focus on your breathing if you can hun. Just focusing on one step at a time, not on the what if's yeah? What's next in your routine?

@Jynx i changed up the routine. I made myself crackers with cucumber, tomato and cheese, Casper is waiting patiently for some cheese.

I am sitting on my bed now and have my music playing but anxiety kicks in a soon as I make it to my bed but it's no different if I sit in the loungeroom. Daytime isn't as bad but as soon as my brain knows it's bedtime then everything goes into overdrive.

@MissGremlin teehee I can just imagine his eyes all big and begging... "Cheese? Please? Cheese for poor Casper?" 😝😂

I really hear you hun. Deep breaths. You're doing amazingly to keep taking those steps towards bedtime 💜

I've been meaning to send you this D&B track - though fair TW it did get me in the feels. It's a really nice tune though, love me some Venjent - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAtYG-yHIJ4

@Jynx really need to put a bucket under him to catch the drool though 😂.

Just tagged you in captains thread too. Was doing ok for a few moments there until I remembered about the dentist appointment.

Loving the song, though I need to play it again cos I started zoning out about half way through.

@MissGremlin bahaha a slip hazard!!

You can get through this hun remember that no darkness lasts forever. I believe in you 💜

So valid, you can always come back to it another day remember. There's no expiry date for engaging with stuff I send you 😉

@Jynx haha exactly 😂. I was a slip hazard today with the amount of sweat coming off of me 😂. Evaporative aircons don't work well when it's humid!

Thankyou sweet ❤️.

I've added it to my play list so I can listen to it whenever I want now ☺️.