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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx how are you going?

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Same old same old @MissGremlin how bout you?

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@Jynx been shutting down which is never a good sign but doesn't matter i guess.

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@MissGremlin

"If it matters to you, it matters."

What helps you feel more open again usually hun?

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@Jynx actually never shut down like this before so I'm not sure. I'm just at the point where I don't care about anything.

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@MissGremlin Mm maybe your brain is tryna protect you from some Big Feels? Can defs be super scary hey!

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@Jynx I'm still getting those big feels, so it's not protecting me from anything. Scary is an understatement.

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@MissGremlin maybe it's protecting you from a perceived something instead of an actual something? Like how my brain used to 'protect me' from a perceived rejection by assuming immediately that the person hates me?

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@Jynx maybe. I don't know anymore.

I need hugs. It's been a tough few days and I'm feeling so drained and just blah.

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@MissGremlin

🫂🫂🫂

Yeah been doin it tough hey hun. big squishy hugs coming atcha, speedy style!! Like CRASH TACKLE HUGS hehehe

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