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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury i don't know what feels right at the moment.

Haha oh I'm so with you there lol. I'll build us a fort with blankets and pillows and we can hide from the world 😂.

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The pillow and blanket fort sounds so wonderful right now. @MissGremlin with a night light and comfy cushions and never ending snacks. Of course with Luna and Casper joining us too.

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@NightFury it sounds perfect right about now. Yes a night light but nothing too bright, can't forget the snacks. I'm sure Luna and Casper would love it in there with us too.

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@NightFury i just wanted to say thankyou for this evening, it meant alot to have connection with someone. I hope your week goes ok and that next weekend you can find some moments for yourself. Love and hugs to you and Luna ❤️.

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You're very welcome @MissGremlin

I hope that your week goes okay too and that yoy get a chance to experience some compassion and kindness during your week. I'm sure we'll chat along the way.

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Hello lovely humans! Here with you for a couple of hours. @MissGremlin @NightFury @Captain24 @Chasingsunsets

I am so sorry to hear about your appointment @MissGremlin and I can understand why you would be stuck and unsure - you have been working incredibly hard to reach out and ask for support, and that doesn't go unnoticed at all.

I am glad you have your appointments with your counsellor and GP lined up, though, I absolutely get why it would feel exhausting to go right now... can you see how you feel on the day? I just wonder if having support will be grounding for you?

Speaking of - what do you need most right now from all of us? 💛

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Maybe it's okay to not have the words right now... it's been a really big day. Is there a way you can explore self-soothing - maybe a hug with Casper? @MissGremlin

You are absolutely worthy of our time and support - we want to be here for you. 💛

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@MissGremlin hi my love, I am so glad you have @NightFury to chat with. I've been a bit off the last couple of days and not been good at communicating.

How did it go with SA Housing today sweetheart? I had you in my prayers and was thinking of you. I had the day with mum so I wasn't able to get online to check earlier.

Big hugs and loves to you xoxo

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