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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury it's ridiculously hot today and i only just got home a little while ago, it was so hot in my car cos I don't have aircon.

A vanilla latte sounds perfect.

How's things over there sweet?

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And at 36 degrees winding the window down wouldn't help much @MissGremlin

Things here have been okay, but I feel pretty low and heavy today. I don't want you to worry about me though, you my dear need to focus on taking care of you.

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@NightFury no you just get hit with hot air in the face which makes it hard to breathe.

I'm sorry things are feeling low and heavy, we can sit together with those feelings so know that you're not alone sweetheart ❤️.

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Sitting with you @MissGremlin

Today's been a busy day over here and I might have pushed myself too hard this weekend.

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@NightFury thankyou sweet ❤️.

You definitely had a very busy weekend. Do you have any plans for next weekend?

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New weekend will be lawn bowls on Saturday and I have an assignment due on Sunday @MissGremlin

What have you got on this week?

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@NightFury I'm meant to have a doctors appointment tomorrow and my counsellor I think on either Thursday or Friday. But at the moment I don't want to deal with any of it.

Next weekend sounds quieter for you compared to this weekend which I'm very glad of. How's sweet Luna going?

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I hear you! It sounds like a busy few days for you of appointments and talking about things that are hard.

It will be quieter @MissGremlin on Sunday I'll squirrel myself away to work on my assignment.

I just really need a weekend of doing nothing. I just don't know how to get that for myself at the moment.

Luna is good. She needs a bath and a trim, but again...finding the time is hard. She just looks a bit shaggy and is struggling in the heat with longer hair.

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@NightFury I'm thinking about cancelling the appointments cos I just don't have it in me at the moment.

That sounds like a good plan for Sunday.

Can understand just needing a weekend of doing nothing but it's hard being an adult especially when there's study and housework to keep up with.

Casper needs a bath aswell but not a trim luckily. Hopefully things will settle once you get a routine going and you'll be able to find some time to trim Luna and bath her aswell as having time for yourself.

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Do what you need to do for you @MissGremlin what feels right to you.

Part of me wants to stamp my foot and go..."if this is what being an adult means then I don't want to be an adult." Lol.

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