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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@NightFury haha yes they are indeed.

I think i do, but I did enjoy my iced coffee and chatting to you ☺️

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I always enjoy having a cuppa with you @MissGremlin

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@NightFury thankyou sweet ❤️. It's nice to just slow things down and connect with you ☺️.

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Sooo...this morning @MissGremlin

I got my coffee pods out of the cupboard and threw them across the room. There was a white tail spider in the box.

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@NightFury oh icky, they are horrible. I don't blame you for throwing them across the room.

Friday night i had a spider on me while I was driving and then when I got home another one crawled on me while I was sitting on my lounge.

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Oh dear...that'd be a hard no for me. I am petrified of spiders @MissGremlin

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@NightFury I'm not a fan of them either but usually try to get them out safely with the exception of white tails and redbacks.

A couple of weeks ago I was woken in the middle of the night by Casper jumping off the bed and being on edge, I could hear rustling but it was a very windy night so I didn't know if it was coming from outside or inside. I took Casper out to the toilet and came back inside but just as i got to the last corner before getting onto my bed there was a huge wolf spider on the floor in front of me. I couldn't sleep for ages after that cos I kept feeling like I had things crawling on my skin. It was that big that that's what was making the noise as it walked over my craft stuff.

Spiders can kindly remain outside of the house 😂

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Did you get up to much today @MissGremlin ?

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@tyme I've actually had a completely lazy day today. But I did do my dishes before. I haven't done my hair though yet today. Everything has gotten a little too much for me and it's hitting hard, currently feeling very emotional (I'm safe).

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I agree. @MissGremlin they can live on the outside, they don't need to join me in here.

Wow! A big wolf spider that would have terrified me. I wouldn't be able to sleep in my room after that. Nope!

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