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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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@Jynx just got home. Not in a great way at the moment. Was closest and safest place i could go to.

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@MissGremlin hugs hun 🫂🫂

Safety inside out out for Dreamy now please!!

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Thanks @Jynx ❤️.

It's going to take everything to keep me here tonight. I want to just disappear.

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@MissGremlin so hard hun, but we are here - we will make sure you stay very tethered!

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@Jynx i just feel like I'm drifting away. I'm completely insignificant and if I disappear I'll be forgotten about instantly.

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popping into to say hiiii @MissGremlin

just saw your recent post - i assure you, you're NOT insignificant. we would NEVER forget you. like it's impossible for us to, you've left a beautiful mark on the forums space, it's not something we'd want to forget.

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Hello @rav3n.

Thankyou for those kind words ❤️. Just feeling so out of place and like I don't belong anywhere.

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Literally impossible @MissGremlin you are like, such a huge part of this community now that I promise you, your absence is always notable!

But I know your brain is probably not letting you believe that right now and that's okay. Hopefully some part of you can hear it, and hold on harder 😊

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@Jynx why does my brain have to work against me.

Why are people wanting to hurt me so much, like tonight wasn't going to end well if I didn't get out when I did. It would have been the end for me, I'm so scared for my life but yet noone can or will help.

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@MissGremlin Big questions that I think no one really has answers to unfortunately (well, except the second one, pretty sure the reason it's so hard to get help is because Capitalism).

We are here for you as best we can be hun, and even tho it's only virtual, there's still kind and positive energy going out into the universe directed towards you 💜

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