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Managing thoughts of suicide & self-harm

Battles

Battles

Hi all, does anyone else just feel like life is just one big sh!t show? It's just one thing after another, constant drama, family issues, money struggles, stress, anxiety it's just always something.

When do things get easier, do things ever change?

I've been through more than i care to think about in my life but today has pushed me to breaking point and it's bringing up alot of bad memories of previous suicide attempts.

I just feel like it's not worth it, it's not worth fighting, not worth hanging on anymore.

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Hello @NightFury my sweet, checking in with you today ❤️

Have you got any plans for your weekend?

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Morning @MissGremlin I feel pretty heavy today. My brain is foggy and tired and I'm having trouble getting myself moving.

Today I have lawn bowls, but Sunday I have to work on an assignment and catch up on studies. Monday is a local public holiday here so it will probably look similar to Sunday.

Do you have plans for the weekend?

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@NightFury I'm sorry you feel heavy sweet. It can be really hard to get moving when your brain is foggy and tired. Just try to take things one little step at a time sweet ❤️.

I hope lawn bowls goes well for you today and that the studying and working on your assignment goes ok for you. You are doing so well to manage everything sweetheart and I'm proud of you ❤️.

I don't have any plans other than needing to head to the shops later today. My Lego set arrived on Thursday so I've got that to start at some stage if I'm feeling up to it.

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I'm gonna be honest @MissGremlin I feel horrible today.

Thank you for saying that you're proud of me for the way I'm managing everything. I don't feel like I'm managing very well at all. So, it means a lot. And makes me wonder whether I'm seeing things clearly and whether I'm being too hard on myself.

I'm glad your Lego arrived! I'm excited for you!

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@NightFury Oh sweetheart, I'm sorry you feel horrible. Know that I'm here for you ❤️.

I think from our own perspectives it's hard to see that we are managing things when we find it hard to do things that need to be done. But others from the outside can often see how hard we are working despite facing many challenges and feeling horrible and tired.

Remember that we are often our own worst enemies when it comes to being hard on ourselves but that's why we are here to remind you just how amazing you are doing at managing things. It might not make everything better but i hope it's a small comfort to know that you are seen for how well you are doing ❤️.

Sending you love and hugs beautiful ❤️.

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I have gremlins in my support button @MissGremlin but your reply is amazing, thank you.

I have to go and get ready for bowls. Chat with you later, my friend.

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@NightFury those darn gremlins. You're so welcome sweet ❤️.

Hope bowls goes well. Maybe later if we are both up for it we could have a cuppa together ☺️

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I would like that @MissGremlin

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Hi @MissGremlin @NightFury ,

What's been happening?

I got myself a starbucks coffee today. It was a shaken ice one. It's the first time I've had it and it was nicer than I expected.

@NightFury , was it you who doesn't drink coffeee?

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Hello @tyme, not much happening here today. Went to the shops earlier, avoided having a panic attack thanks to a friend that texted me throughout the trip. Was glad to get back home.

I've never had Starbucks but don't like eating/drinking takeaway things. Sounds like it was good though so that's a bonus.

Anything on for the rest of your weekend?

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