Looking for support

Hey @Hopeandlove , I'm so so sorry to hear. When you feel you are in a hole and you can't get out, it may be time to lean on others?

I'm sure you have been a shoulder for others in the past. Maybe it's your turn to be supported?

We are here for you.

@tyme what's the point anymore.

I have nothing to live for. I don't deserve to be supported.

Everything I've ever done is all for nothing. This body is broken and my mind is destroyed.

Oh hun @Hopeandlove

I hear it is so hard (for now). We are here to support you.

Please hold on and know that we care.

@tyme I can't hold on. I don't want people to care cos I don't want to hurt anyone.

Hi @Hopeandlove ,

Just checking in with you today.

What's been happening for you in that you are feeling so low?

Is there anything you can think of that we can do to make it a little easier for you?

We are concerned about you. If you feel you need to talk to someone immediately, please contact:

Lifeline 13 11 14

Lifeline Text Support 0477 131 114 https://www.lifeline.org.au/crisis-text/

Suicide Call Back Service 1300 659 467 https://www.suicidecallbackservice.org.au/

If you don't feel safe, please contact 000.

@tyme thank you for checking in. My health is rapidly deteriorating. Life is just full of problems and a long history of trauma. I can't handle living like this, it's not a life being stuck inside four walls every single day with no support from anyone.

There's nothing anyone can do, my body is giving up but before it gives up completely I'll be taking matters into my own hands.

So are you saying you are physically very unwell, thus affecting your mental health @Hopeandlove ?

To put it simply @tyme yes.

We would love to sit with you if it will make it easier @Hopeandlove

I'm guessing you have a lot of appointments?

What are things you've enjoyed doing in the past?

@tyme I'm thinking about deleting my account here but I don't know how to. I don't want to bother anyone and i feel that all I'm going to do is bring others down and that's not what I want.

Yes I have alot of appointments but it's all just the same, take these, do this, there's nothing else we can do, it's only going to get worse, we found something new. It's just bad news every time I go. I want to cancel everything and lay down and sleep forever.

I can't do anything I used to enjoy doing, my life is being ripped away from me bit by bit or rather big chunks at a time.