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Thankyou

This is a message to say thankyou to everyone that has supported me since I have been in this forum. Everyone has been amazing and so welcoming. The amount of support i have received here in the short period I've been here is more than I've received throughout my entire life from professionals or so called friends.

I'm sorry to those I've upset in anyway, it's never been my intention but I've been hurt so much that my brain just freaks out and reacts to protect me from being hurt again.

I'm sorry that I'm such a bother and that I'm a burden on everyone, I try so hard to be positive and put on a brave face so I don't bring others down but it's just another thing that I fail at.

I feel like I shouldn't be here in this world, cos I'm never going to fit in or be accepted. I'm battling myself every minute of everyday at the moment to just try to stay alive and exist but I don't know what for.

But i just wanted to say thankyou to everyone who has checked in on me, sat with me and chatted to me about anything and everything, I truly appreciate every connection I've made here so far and I hope I can continue to do so.

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@Former-Member I've been sitting on couch colouring and watching cricket. I just cooking some lunch after finishing my picture i was doing. I'll post it soon. My support hung my washing which was nice,

I'm lucky enough to have 24hr care. It helps.

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@Fredd50 welcome back. Thankyou. I'm still very new here but it's such a nice, supportive and welcoming community.

Things are still incredibly bad for me but I'm trying to just get through each moment as it comes, although some are harder than others. Having people here supporting me and showing that they care has been invaluable for me.

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@The-red-centaur that's great that you have that support and I'm glad that you do.

Can't wait to see your picture. What you having for lunch? I'm trying to find the strength to go to the shops but I'm not sure if i have it in me.

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Are you still in hospital?

It can be a really difficult environment but it’s also been one where I have been lucky to meet some lovely people

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@Former-Member i made mash potato and gravy. Since my random topic I've been craving potatoes LOL.

I hope you can get to the shops soon, nutrition is really important for mh

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@The-red-centaur yummy mashed potatoes and gravy. If only I had the energy to do something like that at the moment.

I'm not able to eat or drink anything really at the moment. It's been like that for the last few days 😕

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@Former-Member random thought. Do you ever get your groceries delivered. I found it easier that way when I've been sick or too mentally unwell to go to the grocery store. It's just a thought. Usually first delivery is free, and then usually $2 or so afterwards.

It might help to have your favourite foods, it might make the thought of consuming anything a little easier.

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@The-red-centaur i can't do delivery as I have anxiety over someone else picking my food.

I went to the shops and had a panic attack while I was there. I'm home again now thankfully but that took everything out of me. Now I just feel really dizzy and sick from the heat.

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@Former-Member think about it like this: what is worse, the anxiety of the shop and being out, or someone getting it for you?

I'm glad you got out and went to the shos. I'm sorry it exhausted you. Hope you've cooled down and rested a bit.

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@The-red-centaur the anxiety of someone picking my food is worse for me.

It's just something i have to push myself to do. I've cooled down but still not feeling the best. Haven't really rested at all, i just watered my grass and harness l garden.

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