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Thankyou

Thankyou

This is a message to say thankyou to everyone that has supported me since I have been in this forum. Everyone has been amazing and so welcoming. The amount of support i have received here in the short period I've been here is more than I've received throughout my entire life from professionals or so called friends.

I'm sorry to those I've upset in anyway, it's never been my intention but I've been hurt so much that my brain just freaks out and reacts to protect me from being hurt again.

I'm sorry that I'm such a bother and that I'm a burden on everyone, I try so hard to be positive and put on a brave face so I don't bring others down but it's just another thing that I fail at.

I feel like I shouldn't be here in this world, cos I'm never going to fit in or be accepted. I'm battling myself every minute of everyday at the moment to just try to stay alive and exist but I don't know what for.

But i just wanted to say thankyou to everyone who has checked in on me, sat with me and chatted to me about anything and everything, I truly appreciate every connection I've made here so far and I hope I can continue to do so.

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@The-red-centaur i hope i can, even just to not feel so on edge for a while would be nice.

  • I'm happy to share my picture once it's finished. Here is my last one that I did, not sure if you saw it in the other thread.

 

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@Former-Member that is so pretty!!

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@The-red-centaur thankyou. It's far from perfect as it's very hard to colour when you are shaking so much. But for me colouring is keeping my hands busy so that I'm not hurting myself for at least a while.

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@Former-Member art is never perfect. That's the beauty of it.

I'm glad you are finding something, temporarily at least, that helps a little.

My colouring piece I'm doing at the moment is taking ages. I've been fining it hard to focus. I do little bits at a time. But I like it so I keep coming back to it. I'm not that happy with some of my colours but I'm sure it will come together in the end 🙂

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@The-red-centaur very true.

It takes me a while to finish pictures cos I also struggle to focus. It can take me days, weeks or even months sometimes but I get there eventually. This is another

 

couple I did recently but I've had to take a break from pencils due to being triggered.

 

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@Former-Member soon cute. Love them.

I use gel pens when I colour. No sharpening required. Lol. And I like them coz they are bright, colour evenly and easy to use.

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I did my random burst of energy and got my room and my bathroom cleaned with the help of my support worker. Washing is in the machine.

Relax time. Yayayay.

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@The-red-centaur thankyou.

Gel pens are amazing to use and i love the bright colours and sparkly ones you can get. I've been using gel pens and fine liners at the moment but I do love pencils aswell so I'm hoping i can use them again soon somehow.

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@The-red-centaur well done getting things done.

How's the relaxing going?

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hi @Former-Member I’m new to the forums (after a long time I used to come here years ago) but you welcomed me in an were very friendly and supportive

I hope things are going better for you than they were earlier in the new year

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