Thankyou

This is a message to say thankyou to everyone that has supported me since I have been in this forum. Everyone has been amazing and so welcoming. The amount of support i have received here in the short period I've been here is more than I've received throughout my entire life from professionals or so called friends.

I'm sorry to those I've upset in anyway, it's never been my intention but I've been hurt so much that my brain just freaks out and reacts to protect me from being hurt again.

I'm sorry that I'm such a bother and that I'm a burden on everyone, I try so hard to be positive and put on a brave face so I don't bring others down but it's just another thing that I fail at.

I feel like I shouldn't be here in this world, cos I'm never going to fit in or be accepted. I'm battling myself every minute of everyday at the moment to just try to stay alive and exist but I don't know what for.

But i just wanted to say thankyou to everyone who has checked in on me, sat with me and chatted to me about anything and everything, I truly appreciate every connection I've made here so far and I hope I can continue to do so.