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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
I've been really struggling since I moved on Friday. I'm tired of life. It's hard to maintain positive mental health. I want to sabotage it all. I can't do this anymore.
I don't know who what where why etc to get help. I just freeze.
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tymeModerator
At least you have air con. Makes a HUGE difference @The-red-centaur
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
Yes
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
@tyme I'm having some really hard thoughts I'm trying not engage with. Idk wat to do.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
And @tyme I'm having issues with the support worker who started shift at 4.
1. She had friends/family over for like the first 30-40 min of her shift, she didn't even say hi to me.
2. I came to lounge room visibly upset. She barley acknowledged me and just grabbed put her computer and went on it.
3. She doesn't respond when I try to use the staff phone to communicate coz I'm so upset I'm barely verbal.
4. I feel like I'm more an inconvenience to her, and yesterday when I was so upset I was shaking she just said 'well if you don't know, I don't know' when she asked me 'what's up with you'. And proceed to then just walk away and spend rest of shift in staff room.
Plus other stuff.
I dont feel comfortable talking to her rn.
I'm stuck and I like can't function. And i think engaging will make life just stop.
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tymeModerator
What do you like doing?
Painting?
Reading
Watch a movie
Scroll through your phone
Sleep?
Phone a phone line?
Phone someone to talk to?
@The-red-centaur
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
@tyme idk i would like sleep, but that isn't happening lately.
I don't know how to phone a line rn, me being verbal is too hard to manage.
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tymeModerator
I'm sorry @The-red-centaur , but is that the treatment you are paying for? Would you consider raising this with the service?
Sorry, but I get upset when people take advantage of those on NDIS.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
I sent a message to my program manager with the company that i need to talk to them about the specific worker. He doesn't work weekends however.
I have had other issues with this worker but it is getting worse. There is nothing I can about it now tho.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
@tyme I've been trying to distract myself with threads. But that place is so toxic. It's triggering me more. I'm tempted to delete my account which I wouldn't know how to do coz it's my insta account.
I'm stuck. I'm over it. I'm lost. Idk what I'm doing anymore. I feel like I'm coming to an end.
In response to: Re: Sorryy
tymeModerator
Have you considered talking to the worker to let them know how you feel ? (That's if they talk to you!) @The-red-centaur
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