Life and trauma

@Former-Member

I can promise you one thing, and that is that you are the only one who thinks that about you. Anyone who could see you now would tell you the same thing... that you need to make that call if you think you are going to lose control. I would make it myself if i had enough information to. I just want you to be safe right now.

@Former-Member Are you okay right now?

@Former-Member

You need to call 000

@MJG017 no, and no i don't. I'm just going to lay here and hope for the best.

@MJG017 do you know what i had to do yesterday. I had to deal with 2 big spiders in my house. 1 big black juicy one and one that was the size of a soda can top or bottom.

@Former-Member

My partner is terrified of spiders! Even ones so small its hard to see them. So i know how they affect some people. I hope you managed to deal with them without too much stress.

@MJG017 usually i try to get them outside without hurting them but these ones weren't so lucky. The big one ran at me so he lost his battle, the black one was just nasty looking.

@MJG017 and the black one thought that 3am was the perfect time to share the toilet area with me. I'm quite capable of going to the toilet alone 🤣

@Former-Member

You did far better than my partner. She just screams like shes seen bigfoot and tells me to go and take care of it! I try to catch them and rekease them outside. Its usually huntsmen spiders here.