Anxiety is high

oh gosh, i can't imagine the pain this must've caused you @BlueBay i'm so sorry you were treated this way. sending you big hugs🫂

please know that you did NOT deserve to be spoken to and treated in such a way. i can see that you miss your dad dearly, i wish i could magically make it possible for you to speak to him. i apologise if me asking about your dad stirred up a lot of emotions, that wasn't my intention at all. you are so strong for getting through all this and being here, i'm really glad you've joined our forums community. 💙

i wonder if its possible to get your sister to secretly pass on a note from you to your dad?

Thank you @rav3n

No my sister will not get involved. She visits them but doesn’t say anything. I’ve kept the past year birthday card and Father’s Day card. I just hope that when he is in hospital that someone will tell me. He has cancer and is not doing any treatment because of his age 88.

I’m grieving. It hurts a lot. There is so much more I could write about my horrible mother but I won’t.

@BlueBay i really hope they contact you if anything changes with your dad's health too.

it hurts so much more when our own family members cause such pain. please do take your time to grieve, in the meantime, we're sitting with you 💙

Hello, how are you @BlueBay ? Sorry, I haven't been online much. Been busy hanging out I guess. Went out for brunch today. Very interesting interactions with fellow ex-co workers. I never considered her a 'friend', but she said I was one of her two 'friends'....

I'm still thinking about it. Me? A friend? Doesn't make sense.

Hi @BlueBay

I hope today is going better for you hon and you feel a little more settled.

Hi @BPDSurvivor @rav3n @Shaz51 Hoping you are having a good day.

Thinking of you @BlueBay @and hoping today is better. 🩵

Right now my anxiety is very high. My hubby doesn’t know how to read messages. Interprets his way and it’s my fault.
@Snowie @BPDSurvivor @rav3n @Shaz51 @tyme @Jynx

Awww @BlueBay , sorry to hear that... then again, you probably already knew that he couldn't? Did you expect better? Jokes... sorry, hard to read sarcasm here.

I'm here if you need a chat.

Oh no @BlueBay what's happened? Here with you hun 💜

@Jynx @tyme

I was at the beach with my daughter and little A. We’ve been there most if the day.
jn a group chat with hubby and kids I asked my older son if he was coming down. He replied yes. A while later I msg again to say where are you? He replied be there in 20 mins. Hubby replies I’ll be in 55 mins.
next thing hubby nags at 3pm (when home from work) saying “so what are you doing” ???

I said what do you mean we’re at be beach. He then msgs back to say is there car park?
how the f am I meant to know!!!!
He says I thought you went out with our son.
I said read msg properly.
now he’s shitty with me. I’m annoyed because he assumes dinner will be fine by me.

if I question him about something he turns it around to blame me. Or says nothing and laughs it off.

Ive got flare of diverticulitis. Abdominal pain. I got antibiotics this morning but I’m in n pain now.