Good morning!
@Zoe7@Bimby2@CherryBomb@Former-Member@Shaz51@Former-Member@NikNik@Appleblossom@Former-Member@Gilgamesh
Day 13!
The sun is just about to rise. I love this time of the morning.
I nearly broke FebFast yesterday. I just felt so helpless, out of control and terrified and I just wanted to be happy and smile for other people. I already had a plan how to break FebFast and then I got a message from a friend to not do it - and I didn't. I took some extra meds and did activities that take my mind of things. I cooked and then started drawing for hours until it was time for bed, while watching TV with my family.
I am glad I was gently "forced to start FebFast" and I am glad I did not break FebFast because I know how I would feel this morning from drinking and taking meds. I don't feel fabulous - I never do in the morning anymore - but I feel like I normally do, anxious about the day ahead.
I am noticing that my sleep is getting better. That can be a combination of stopping to nap and adhering to my sleep pattern, but I am sure stopping the alcohol has helped too. I am not sure if sugar has any impact on sleep in general.
When I first started thinking about FebFast i thought about kicking all bad habits at once and go on a strict diet, just for 28 days. As soon as the first day came I was completely overwhelmed and decided just to stick to alcohol. Then I cut the sugar - well sweets in general, not fruits or anything like that last week and this week I will cut out fried food. And in the last week just the coffee. I don't really drink too much coffee as it upsets my tummy. I am hoping to make this a lifestyle change and have the things I cut out as a treat - not as a coping mechanism.
Anyway, this is my update nearly 2 weeks through. Hope you all get something out of FebFast too, would be great to hear how you're getting on!