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Red's house

Red's house

Hi, I haven't been here consistently for a little while. Shutting myself off felt safer. I was formed after being suicidal last month. I needed to remove myself from online worlds for my safety and that of others. I'm doing better now, I'm just stressed out.

I enrolled myself to full time study at tafe in a few weeks. Getting that all done pushed me to my limits. But im looking forward. I have dreams. I have hopes. I have desires.

I want to pursue my business and my art talents. I will be doing a cert iv in business to give myself the skills to thrive in this. I want to have a future, which is great but scary. It gives the opportunity for failure. But also success. I got this.

Breathe, Red, breathe, create you're safe place. This thread I'll be hanging out more and try not to be too down or hard for myself. If anyone wants to hang out at my place they are always welcome.

There's always tea and coffee, with biscuits if desired. In this winter the fire is on and we can Chillax

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Hey @The-red-centaur , I can see there are some pretty heavy feels there that you are sitting with tonight.

What do you think would be helpful for you at the moment?

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Idk. Everything just hurts. I'm tired. I took my meds early so hope sleep will come.

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Sitting with you @The-red-centaur I really hope things improve and you get some rest soon.

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@tyme i just wish my body functioned. No matter what i do or whatever, it just gets worse. I don't want to be wasting my life but im exhausted 24/7. No one understands how even breathing is draining. It's heavy, it hurts, I could barely get up to use the bathroom today. This isn't life.

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Sounds like such a tough one tonight @The-red-centaur . I hope tomorrow is a new day with a new beginning @The-red-centaur

Take care my friend.

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@tyme thanks.

I had a deap sleep but feel shit this morning.

I have an early physio session then I'll probably do nothing the rest of the day.

I have so much housework to catch up on, but i don't know if I'll be able to. The state of my house is crap and the support workers aren't allowed to do it.

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I just got a call from my support coordinator with ndis.

My provider is no longer able to support me and I have to move 😞

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Nooooo @The-red-centaur that is so rough!! Oh hun 🥺

Moving house is never fun but being forced to move? Is your support getting reduced or will you have to change providers? SO much uprooting of your sense of consistency and routine!!

I am so sorry you are facing such a distressing situtation 💜

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@Jynx i have to change provider

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Hope the change goes well for you @The-red-centaur . I fear some of the stories I hear about providers. I really hope you find a provider that works for you and gives you the care and support you need.

You deserve it.

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