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Red's house

Red's house

Hi, I haven't been here consistently for a little while. Shutting myself off felt safer. I was formed after being suicidal last month. I needed to remove myself from online worlds for my safety and that of others. I'm doing better now, I'm just stressed out.

I enrolled myself to full time study at tafe in a few weeks. Getting that all done pushed me to my limits. But im looking forward. I have dreams. I have hopes. I have desires.

I want to pursue my business and my art talents. I will be doing a cert iv in business to give myself the skills to thrive in this. I want to have a future, which is great but scary. It gives the opportunity for failure. But also success. I got this.

Breathe, Red, breathe, create you're safe place. This thread I'll be hanging out more and try not to be too down or hard for myself. If anyone wants to hang out at my place they are always welcome.

There's always tea and coffee, with biscuits if desired. In this winter the fire is on and we can Chillax

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I tried to turn the garage of my new house into a studio. Here is the first piece from it. (I don't usually oil's but this is what I ended up with) felt fitting to hop in there on this anniversary.

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Hugs @The-red-centaur

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@tyme thank you

Can i rant for a sec...

GRRRRR....i hate facebook...of all days..why today. why did i do that....

no matter how many times i blocked him...no matter how much i ban him...he ends up back there.....FK him, fk life. fkkkkkk....

sorry its just my fking rapist keeps stalking me and im so friken anoid...like because i host a public art page i cant keep him off it. like i have given up banning him because that mean going to him page, which is nearly impossible because i have blocked him from my private profile. stupid FB, grrr.

now im upset n triggered all because i wanted to share my art and progress ie been making. arggkkgkgkg life can F off

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I got a tattoo yesterday. I can't believe it's been a year since my step father died.

I had to have communication with my mum, it was awkward but not as triggering as usual.

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Sorry to hear about this @The-red-centaur .

Hope it was okay. In a way, I'm glad connecting with your mum wasn't as triggering as usual.

Have a good day!

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@tyme thank you.

Being sick is forcing me to catch up on rest and just chill out.

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Sounds like your body is telling you that you need it @The-red-centaur

Rest up, my friend.

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I have developed an ear infection.

And my chest infection might be coming back.

Fml. I don't think I'll be seeing my psych tomorrow or make it to my team meeting on Tuesday. 😕

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Oh dear. Rest up my dear @The-red-centaur

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#missyou

 

I was too sick to go to the beach. Came and to river instead and lit a candle. 1 year ago my step father died.

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