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I am going tomorrow @Shaz51. I've just ironed my uniform.

i dont really know why i feel like this i just do. i get a little bit of stress and i struggle so i stress out more and then i either breakdown or switch and my partner can handle my breakdowns but when i switch he becomes distant even after i have come back to me he is still distant so it builds tension and i was talking to my friend about my mental health at the shops today and a lady who over heard our conversation told me that i am a danger to my son and if i had any decency i would hand him to children services and put my self in a hospital. i hadnt been out in public for a few weeks after a big breakdown and this is what happens if a stranger judges me like that what does my friends and family think

@Former-Member im always busy 😞

im tired and worn out and sick of being a walking diagnosis- im sure th gps are having a field day with all these issues

i try to keep my appointments no matter how much i dont want to go to them

i feel ya- stupid brains and their overloading thoughts! jsut shut up would be nice !

@Former-Member, as i have had a few stressors i have been switching quite frequently but only for small periods at a time, but when i switch i dont remember anything. most of these switches have happened when i get left alone as i do not like being alone but son goes to daycare and partner works and inlaws work so unless i go to my friends place i am alone most of the day and over the last week i have fallen down the stairs (i think), burnt myself and bruised my wrist but i dont remember what i did for this to happen i am suddenly in another part of the house without any recollection of moving, but i have never hurt myself when i am with my son and i dont switch as often when i am with him.

i do see a gp, psychologist and psychaitrist

@NikNik, i understand where you are coming from and that was my first thought, what an appalling thing to say but then my brain went into overload and i started to think i a stranger veiws me that way how does the people i know veiw me what if my son does get taken away cause others think im a danger to him because to be honest if i didnt have him in my life im not sure i would be here today and if he is taken away i dont think i could bare it

Good morning @Former-Member

it is absolutely terrible what that woman said and it is not like you don't have support, family and professionals. Unfortunately instead of watching decent documentaries about people with mental health issues, people prefer sensation media and stupid movies. There is so much that has to change.

Please don't let one person's comment get you down and if it helps you, meet your friends, go out, enjoy your life. It must be so freightening for you to have "gaps" when no one is home.

I hope you feel ok today and have a nice day x

Good morning @outlander

I guess your day has already started and you are busy getting things ready for school.

To be honest I don't know how you and others can do it anymore. I've been off work 2 months, in hospital for 3 weeks and my brain, my functioning and my life has slowed down so much! I don't have any kids to look after and everything at home is pretty much being done by others - I've always been working full time, so my chores are very limited, and like cooking, I can always get take-away, or get someone to get take-away. I guess this is not really helpful for me and my recovery. I thought last night how I have to get some structure into my days.

I hope you get some breaks in your day and have a nice day.

Oh I did some sketching last night 🙂