Here we go again

I've been away from the Forum for a few months.

It all seemed to be going well. I was taking time our to care for me and deal with my health issues on my own.

My partner appears to have BPD. She doesn't want to get help.

I have been managing my various health issues. Just before Christmas I got a scare and needed to get some tests. My partner organised a busy schedule and kept piling activities on.

Last week I mentioned that my blood pressure was getting high and I was a little concerned (I was very concerned, but didn't want to spook her). She showed no interest.

A few days ago, I brought it up again. She blew up... it was my fault.. I'm not doing what I should... why didn't I tell her. (I did tell her but she just ignored it)

Now she's not spoken to me for 3 days and locks herself away. When she does speak, she just yells at me and tells me I don't tell her everything.

We're going on a trip soon and I'm not sure how or if I'll cope.

Here we go again.