Ups and Downs of Husband`s Mental Illness

That will be nice weekend @Rose96

thinking of you @Faith-and-Hope

Happy Easter everyone! @Former-Member, @Former-Member, @Maryjune, @Determined

going to have a quiet weekend here xx

Thanks for the words and support @Former-Member In the darkness you all have been the initial small bit of light I needed to not go deeper into the darkness 💕

It sure hurts and it is really frustrating at times and the past month, particularly pass week it sure feels tough. It is tough to express it all because I don't want be told what I need to do because I already know what needs be done, that I need talk to him, but at moment I can't as my partner is away, uncertain when will see him...hoping it's soon so things at standstill. Scared of course that when we do it's the end even though I know if it does it will be for the better. But it's hard to think that way.

I find it hard to be honest with people right now because it'd be so easy for them to tell me I deserve better, and if it doesn't work out it's for the best. It isn't things I don't tell myself already but it's harder for the moment to really think that way and be OK no matter the outcome. It's hard not to hope for a better outcome.

Good morning @Anony18, @Former-Member, @Rose96, @Faith-and-Hope, @Former-Member

I am adding Social Anxiety to Hubby`s list

catch you later, hope you have a good day