Support for Flowerlove22

Yeah, we're friends. Why wouldn't we be @Sunnyside226

All good @Sunnyside226 haha it's all part of the process of online communication!

I have been doing a little bit of tidying in preparation for an upcoming inspection! My games are going wonderfully hehe thanks for asking 😋

What are you doing with yourself this evening?

Just because of the things I have said today @Birdofparadise8 I am crying now I feel worthless I don't know why

@Sunnyside226, nothing you say will ever make me think less of you, okay?

You're far from worthless.

Oh I hate inspections I always leave then they come around I leave it to the partner 😂😂 😂

Have you ever played Jedi fallen? @Jynx or do you play the easy games 😂

Tonight I don't know what I am doing I am waiting for a phone call which will not go well

I've been listening to my dad's favourite song

Do you think my post earlier was too much? @Jynx

@Birdofparadise8 thankyou sometimes I just feel worthless everything is going in a circle today I was too scared to come back here to talk to people I am still scared

I just felt like something bad was going to happen to me

Well you don't need to be scared talking to me @Sunnyside226

@Sunnyside226 yeah inspections are the worst! Buuuut also a good motivator to deep clean everything haha

I haven't played that one no, I am not really into Star Wars. Which is weird, cos I do love sci-fi and stuff but it's just never really caught my attention! I play some easy games some hard ones! Like God of War and Elden Ring hehe. Have you played games that were super hard?

Oh no, who is going to call you? If you don't wanna share that's fine, just curious about why you feel it won't go well 😞

Aww that's very lovely, what song is it?

I think I just read it incorrectly that's all, I thought that you were saying that about yourself, not that it was something your sister said to you. Either way it is pretty heavy, but that's part of what forums is about - providing a space for people to talk about the heavy stuff.

yes I've played same hard games one I told you about is my partners one

I like my own I got a new game too

My ex abuser is calling me because of things that happened last week that's why it won't go down well

Heads up I might be cranky later a little disappointed in myself @Jynx I have a feeling it will not go well I will my emotions going around now

@Jynx I am hearing my dad's voice in my head am I losing it?

@Sunnyside226 oh no, that sounds like a very heavy conversation. We'll be here to catch you afterwards if you need some space to chat and decompress. Also, if it does get really intense or nasty, please reach out to the lovely folks over at 1800Respect or Mensline! They're trained to provide support for folks who have experienced or are experiencing abusive relationships.

Remember to keep taking deep breaths and that no matter what is said, you are allowed to put yourself first in every way - including hanging up on them if you need to!

As for hearing your dad's voice in your head - I wouldn't say you're 'losing it' hun, the brain does strange things when we're under great stress. It's not abnormal to have mild hallucinations or hear strange things sometimes. Has this happened before? Is your dad's voice a kind one or is it being mean to you too?