Hey aunty glow @AuntGlow
One thing that makes me not want to give up is, my partner why planning to get engaged, married have a family may happen one day when we older.
I hate my "new family" they ain't family to me they are evil people if I'm allowed to say that about them.
Your right aunty glow honestly love how could I believe in myself when everyone around me is dying in my eyes. I've given myself a talk how to change things. How do I give myself the right words?
Being alone giving up walking on thin lce is just where I am rn it's not about being suicidal or having a plan to suicide. It's just how I do things in my way. Sorry if that didn't make sense.
@AuntGlow answering your post from days ago
Don't know how to say how I am. I'm feeling numb depressed tried many other things.
💅🏽 Is that nail polish. Haha it's lovely
How you been doing have you checked in with yourself? If I remember from weeks ago you said you do again I apologise if not you.
I did chat to a mate on Monday it was an ok chat. Talked about mental health issues etc I don't like talking about it much.
No we haven't been yet we are planning it for Xmas night hopefully it be a nice sunset. Me and madam are doing something in the day time. @AuntGlow did I tell madam went on a date she's asked me last night if you have done the viral dance tiktok has atm.