Support for Flowerlove22

@tyme it depends where I am if it's my brothers I say no

If it's someone's else house I say no thanks I am alright or if I feel bad I just say a cup off tea or coffee

@tyme do you like dinosaurs? 🦖

I don't really eat cake sometimes I do I have to be in the mood for it which is never, who's your favourite bluey?

To be honest, I don't watch enough Bluey to have a clear fav. I sorta like Bingo lol.

Oh, I had a cuppa tea, but cow's milk upsets my stomach. I can't exactly ask for my own speciality milk... so today, I had tea with cow's milk, and the lamington and I feel erghhhhhh.....

Dinosaurs? I can't say I like them. I just see them as creatures. It's like saying, do I like lizards or snakes? Let's just say I neither love nor hate them. Dinos are just dinos...

I did, however, buy a dino jacket for my nephew. It's got a hood with spikes on it. It's the first ever dino thing I've bought.

What about you when it comes to dinos?

@tyme I don't really like them to me it's just mah I have to see some on Wednesday 😫

I feel down

Sorry to waste your time @tyme I don't feel right

See dinosaurs on Wednesday? @Sunnyside226

Hun, I don't want you to think I'm dismissing the hurt you are feeling. I want to make space for you to share what's going on for you, keeping in mind you can confirm you are safe.

We are here for you. I've got shoulders you can cry on. I've got arms that can give you a hug.

I'm here for you. Please don't feel you are alone.

@tyme yes I am seeing dinosaurs on Wednesday with one off the kids

I am just crying on the floors it's just dark in my head with everything I feel like I have lost everyone the person I have now is just my partner

My 2 siblings have given up on me even tho I do everything for them

It's just a mess it hurts Inside knowing I only have one person

Thoughts feelings whatever people want to call it it's there 😭

yeah safe for the time 🙂.

Please don't think I hate you guys or don't like you I just am alone mentally and physically drained tried

If I don't hear back from anyone night

Sorry to be daft, but is dinosaurs a movie??? @Sunnyside226

I'm hearing you in terms of you doing everything for your siblings and they simply don't realise or care. I read how much it hurts.

I know you feel you have lost everyone around you. We are here for you, but I know it's not the same.

If you need to cry, let yourself cry. It is a difficult time. I'm sorry to hear of your loss.

Have you ever called Griefline before? They may be able to talk you through some of this pain. https://griefline.org.au/

I hear you are mentally drained.

I'm still around if you need a chat.

@tyme it's the museum

What's your favourite dinners? Sorry I am just trying to distract myself

It's Sunday 🤧 my day

@tyme I have to be careful with what I eat with my IBS so I have no problems declining offers from others.

Butterflies @tyme @Sunnyside226 are a great metaphor for life ...and as you would already know - I looooove butterflies. You cannot turn anywhere in my house without seeing one LOL

Nice @Zoe7 ,

Studying butterflies is amazing. When I went to Singapore, I went to see all the butterflies at the butterfly house. WOW! I took so many videos of the pupa and the larvae and everything. It was the most incredible thing out!. So so beautiful!

Unfortunately, I took all the videos and photos on my ipad, and then a while later, I got my ipad stolen so I've never been able to recovery those photos....

@Sunnyside226 hun, it's okay to feel hurt right now. Grief is real. Yet I respect your desire to have a 'happy chat'. 🙂

When do you go to work again?

Butterfly friend @Zoe7 🦋 they are so cute fly fly yes I am in a muddy mood

@tyme I am office tomorrow

Afternoon shift with a girl on Tuesday

Afternoon shift with the fast boy on Wednesday

Thursday office might be with a different kid for family contact

Friday office

Saturday/ Sunday on call

@tyme do the thoughts ever stop? I know you said you were in psych wards ( I think it's you) do you ever still get them? How do you cope ? Please don't answer you don't want to or if it's upsetting