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@Jynx well that explains it 😂😂 oh yea it's Tuesday I'm a day ahead I was excited to see Tyme on don't worry I like you too you all seem okay

@Jynx remember in the chat last night what I told you that's what happened 😔

I have time off in April I am having a week in April with my partner because they go away for 8 weeks again

Honest I'm done today really am just am

@Sunnyside226 Mm I remember last night - did you end up chatting to ambulance folks? Or end up in hospital? Of course you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to, I can imagine it's been pretty stressful.

Aww yay, a whole week! What will you two be doing together? Got any special plans?

You can be done with today, that's always allowed! Some days we just need to hide away till the sun sets, and try again tomorrow 😉💜

One last try if I don't would I ever be happy? My happiness got taken away the One thing I asked for this world took it I did a nice drawing for ya I hope you see it soon ohh didn't I say how much I miss ya 💔🤐🥴🙂

Need a really really long hug

In my experience @Sunnyside226 happiness is something we create for ourselves, and is always a temporary state. No one can take it away from us because it's a natural emotion - we have just as much capacity for happiness as we do for sadness.

Did you get a hug from your partner when you needed it?

@Jynx yeah the ambulance came yesterday I was in the hospital most of the night I wasn't happy I didn't like it

My partner is out I got annoyed with th because they started tickling me

On that week with were I spent with them we are going camping, going out for dinner then bowling

@Jynx I'm thinking about doing something to myself

@Sunnyside226 sounds like a tough evening, I'm sorry hun.

Oh I hate being tickled, far enough you got annoyed!

Sounds cute!! Hope it's super lovely 😊

Oh hun, sounds like things are rough. Do you want suggestions on things to try, or do you need to just feel heard right now?

@Jynx Idk like I want someone to just sit with me and talk about shit (anything)

But there's 2 parts off me

One I feel like I'm annoying you 😔

Two , I can't really say on the forums 😕

How's razz and tizzie I may off spell it wrong but I'm too lazy too go back and look 🤣 sorry I hope I didn't offend the spelling

Hey @Sunnyside226 sorry been flat out! I had my break then came back to soooo many posts!! But I haven't forgotten about you, and you're certainly not annoying me.

Just remember - you can talk about how you're feeling, you can reference having SH urges, but so long as you don't include any methods, graphic descriptions, or talk about it when it's something about to happen, it's all fine. For example -

"I am sitting with SH urges and would love someone to help distract me" is okay, whereas "I'm going to SH" or "Might as well just SH" are not okay. Does that help? Feel free to email us if you want a bit more coaching about it!

Do you have distractions that can help you resist the urge to hurt yourself? Or stuff like munching on ice or snapping a rubber band against your wrist - it still releases dopamine, but doesn't actually result in injury!

Razz and Trixie! Haha it's okay, I'm not offended. They're good! Bugging me for dinner but also chasing moths outside so they're fine lol.

It all fell down I'm sorry

Also @tyme you have been good to me I just wanted to say thankyou when you see this tomorrow 🫂🫂🥰