just forget it
it wasn't a person on here it was a helpline that said it
If I end myself it will get passed on my family and friends will suffer I never once said I was ending it I told them what I was feeling it wouldn't worry my siblings because I get used just for babysitting my feelings never matter to them I am done helping them
I am just a bad person for saying no to babysit today the kids might as well just move in would that keep him happy i am just a bad person for explaining my feelings to them I hold a lot to myself because I never wanted to upset anyone it's obvious I have
So thanks to the so called helpline for making me worse same with me siblings I am very angry cranky pants right now I will just stop caring for my siblings