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Sometimes I feel like I’m on top of things and don’t feel like my trauma defines me and I don’t feel so ashamed and scared. Other times I want to hide from the world and feel like a **** (I’m not going to say the word here since I don’t want to trigger anyone) 😭, I feel so ashamed that I don’t want people to know
@Jynx I feel like teasing bipolar and ADHD is also hard, which is why my psych or pdoc would be in the position to tell. Even if I were ADHD, my history of hypomania would have to be taken into consideration when looking at meds.
I do often find myself bouncing around from one thing to another. Studying straight for an hour just feels too much, you know. I had to force myself during placement, but that is not to say I did not get distracted at times. Structure does help me though, placement have that structure to me. I am actually doing better at uni than I did at school. I was a really dreamy kid in primary school. I just gradually got better academically with time.
Aww, you sound pretty insightful and intelligent yourself 💖
Hot choco sounds good. I think my skincare routine is waiting for me
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JynxModerator
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@creative_writer😊😊💜
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Jynx I hope you slept well last night 💖🫂
I feel the rage building up again, don’t know how to describe how I feel, but Crawling by Linkin Park resonates with me right now. I do miss Chester Bennington
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lavenderhazeSenior Contributor
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Good morning @creative_writer❤️
How're you today hun?
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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Hi @lavenderhaze it’s been a rough day so far, I feel like I’m emotionally suffocating.
How are you doing today? 💖
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lavenderhazeSenior Contributor
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I am okay, just a bit tired today 🙂
Something on your mind @creative_writer?
Would you like to chat about it? ❤️
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@lavenderhaze I really don't want to take a PRN (because it makes me feel a failure), but SI is getting worse. These thoughts won't stop racing. Fighting these urges is very exhausting. I'm safe
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Hey there @creative_writer💜🌺
I’m sorry I didn’t reply yesterday - was a bit fatigued 🙂
Great news the placement appointment went well - and the grounding techniques helped 💜🙂
I hope the distraction settles down and you were able to get some of your work done sweets? 🤗🌺
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member I think I'll eat lunch soon, my brain is not braining right now. I am just growing more and more frustrated, uni is not working as a distraction from these thought rn.
I hope you are feeling better today ❤️❤️
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lavenderhazeSenior Contributor
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I hear you @creative_writer but taking PRN doesn't make you a failure. It's one of the tools that help when you need support, like any other tool. It's taking care of yourself and that makes you strong and empowered, not a failure.
I can imagine how exhausting it must be to be in a constant fight with your brain. 😞
If PRN is helpful with this, I think you should look at it as a tool and utilise it.
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