Far and Away

Goodnight @oceangirl 💕

Hey Hon. Thought I would check in to see how your day ended up. What did you end up doing this afternoon?

I have already been to the shop and driven up and back to my parent's place. All dogs are fed and I am happy to be back home. I still don't feel very well but not as bad as I did earlier today. Think the lack of sleep over the last couple of nights haven't helped.

Settled in to watch the NRL now with Toby snuggled next to me. I have put some washing on and will try to clean the kitchen before I head to bed tonight - then tomorrow I can vacuum - that always makes me feel a little bit better.

Definitely taking it easy tonight though. Not planning on going to bed as early tonight in the hope that will help with sleeping longer - may need to talk to pdoc this week about meds again.

Hope you have had a good afternoon @Faith-and-Hope even though you didn't make it to the art gallery.

Hi @Zoe7 👋💕

I was hoping you got some rest into your day. Parked up in front of the game will do it 👍

I had a bit of a doze earlier, the caught up with my neighbour-friend for a coffee to keep me going into the evening. I think I am not sleeping restfully at the moment, probably to do with seeing a counsellor and stirring everything up again. This morning’s road-ragey incident didn’t help much .... seems my mr. is tightly wound and being very controlling with D2. Her b&w thinking becomes a bit of a bufffer ..... not great, but our situation is not great, and it’s still probably the best of a not-great deal.

I have been getting into my visual diary work, and enjoying it ...... pleased with what I am producing. Both this morning, and this afternoon’s effort is a reminder about why I am doing this, and what a God-send it is.

And there is p-l-e-n-t-y to go on with .....

D3 is really getting into it too ..... 👍

I am so glad you have your art to get into to help you get through these times @Faith-and-Hope We both know that this course is the silver lining in your situation and it is also wonderful that D3 is getting into her work as well. Considering where she was at earlier on in the year this is a really positive step-up for her. You must be a very proud mum to see how far she has come with her uni work ...and S2 getting into his as well - and all lead by your example and compassion for the situation both of your kids have been in. You really are a wonderful role model for them Hon

It is not surprising that you have had so much brought up with your counselling sessions - there is a lot to go through and some of that is stuff that has been more buried for you to get through each day the best you can. ...and I do suspect that what we know here only scratches the surface f what you are actually dealing with. I do hope that you can get some more restful sleep very soon - I am not sleeping well either at the moment and I feel the difference. Those thoughts going through your mind and rehashing old wounds certainly does not help.

You’re right @Zoe7, it doesn’t .....

Here with you as always @Faith-and-Hope - I wish things were different for you Hon

I know I can count on you @Zoe7, thank you 💚💐

@Faith-and-Hope 😍🌹

Heading to bed @Faith-and-Hope Hope you get a more restful night's sleep tonight Hon. Goodnight sweetheart

I'm exhausted tonight @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope , so am heading off to bed early. Perhaps something to do with early start to the day?

Did you end up watching the NRL game tonight Zoe? My Raiders were too good for the Eels tonight. My son in law was not happy.

Good night all ... @oceangirl @Shaz51 @BryanaCamp

Sherry 😴