Far and Away

I am going to be up for a while tonight @Faith-and-Hope so will be cheering you on from here Hon 💕 It is never great having to be up all night to complete work but once it is done you can rest - and also feel that accomplishment of doing all you are despite the ongoing shite you are being constantly confronted with. Park up that bus for now and do what you need to tonight - then spoil yourself when you are done.

I have an early start tomorrow - my second appointment with the new psych. It is great that she works on Saturdays because it is easier for me rather than trying to firstly get an appointment and then rush around after work when I can get one late. It also allows me time to process things over the weekend and having plenty of time after the appointment to do things and look after myself really helps also. Previously, having late afternoon appointments have meant I have not had the time to work through things and that then affects my sleep - and my health ...consequently it has taken days sometimes to settle and feel okay again.

@Eve7 I am very tired - it has been a very long term with a lot to deal with ...but getting there 👍 Hugs and love to you Hon 💗

❤️ @Zoe7 …..

I hashed together a submission in the early hours, and I hope it is enough. I will continue making the artwork as it was supposed to be for the joy of it. One more set of submissions to go, dodging the bus as I go ….. gahhhh

Will need a sleep during the day today.

Sp glad you could get that early apt, and that things are going well with the new psych ❣️

I am sure it will be enough @Faith-and-Hope 👍 You have sailed through everything so far so I have complete faith that you have done enough this time also. It doesn't always feel like it when you are on a deadline and have to submit something late - but those are often the times you do really well - maybe something to do with putting your all in first up and not having to think over it too much.

My appointment went well ...after a minor hiccup. I went to the chemist beforehand to get some pain relief for my back and unfortunately by the time I got to the clinic it had affected me a lot. I had to lay down in the car from the nausea but I was a little early so it worked out okay. I still wasn't feeling the best in the appointment but we took it slowly. Covered a fair bit - which was unexpected - but I do feel very comfortable with her.

I have done some shopping since and now need to rest and recover as I still do not feel great. I will have to go out again tomorrow (or maybe leave it until Monday after work) as I wasn't quite finished - nothing urgent though.

I hope you have managed some sleep and can recover a bit yourself from the late nights and lack of sleep 💕🌹

Glad it worked out okay this morning @Zoe7 .

I am expecting a delivery so can’t sleep until after that, but they are not far away I think.

Just ticking on with the unfinished work anyway, because it is a special art project I am enjoying anyway, and because it may still need to be submitted in its complete form early next week.

So glad you are enjoying your special art project @Faith-and-Hope I bought some timber today to make a small stool - won't be able to do it today but may see how I go tomorrow. I still have a lot of work to get done for school but I put my reports in last night so that is one big thing ticked off.

I have been watching the 'Toby and Clover Games' for the last few minutes - they are just so adorable together. Clover has now run outside and Tobes is back next to me ...not sure who gave up first this time but Tobes looks buggered lol

My psych has emailed me a website she was talking about today - it is an artist who has painted their interpretation of a variety of mental illnesses. I haven't checked it out yet but I was very surprised to see her email me the info so quickly. She wants me to send her a photo of my latest painting also - she had a quick look on my phone but it was a bit hard to see properly being so small. I talked about what I had done a little today as she asked how it was going. I have already sent it off (about a week ago) - so another big thing accomplished ..slowly ticking off those big things and feeling a little less stressed about everything.

Good to hear @Zoe7 👍

My delivery has arrived, so I am going to put it away and then try for a sleep xxx

Going to put my things away and snuggle up with Tobes for a while myself @Faith-and-Hope Sweet dreams sweetheart 💕

🥰😴 @Zoe7

I hope you have managed some sleep @Faith-and-Hope I have had dinner but I do not feel right at all so going to give the fur babies their biscuits super early and head to bed. I will have to catch up on work tomorrow - hoping I can sleep this nausea and headache off and be up earlyish to get stuck into it. I will try to catch up with you tomorrow but will have to see how I am. Hugs and hugs Hon 🌹😘

Slept for around 4 hours @Zoe7. I remember Jay waking me up at some point …..

Have to get up for D2, but finding it hard to move. Might get some music on to help me stay awake.

I hope you’re feeling better in the morning Hon.