Far and Away

💜🦋 @Zoe7

@Faith-and-Hope @Zoe7 @Owlunar

Hoping your Friday goes well, lots of love

Love and hugs to you too @Zoe7 and @Snowie @Faith-and-Hope @Owlunar @Bunniekins this is such a beautiful thread. Think of you all often when I'm so busy lately. Missing more connection with you all. Take care and stay kind all xoxo

@Faith-and-Hope @Snowie @eth I am so glad to have made it to the weekend. I desperately need the time off but have so much to get done for work. If I do not do it now it is going to continue to build up and I will feel so swamped I fear the result will be a crash again. Things are already building up in my head and I am struggling to get through each day. The kids do make it more bearable for the most part but our class is super hard and those two days a week are starting to affect me adversely. I know I am not alone and both my colleage teacher and I both support each other and have support but it is tiring all the same. Everything else is just that little bit harder when we are tired

I have spent the evening doing housework so I can concentrate on work over the weekend. There are still things that need to be done but the majority of it is done. Going to spend some time now with Tobes and wait for sleep to come ...hopefully soon but that has been an issue for weeks now so not at all confident - just have to go with it though or else anxiety and flashbacks take over and that is not a place I want to be again.

@Faith-and-Hope I suspect you are doing it really tough at present also Hon. I super miss you but am holding you close in thoughts and heart. You mean the world to me and I wish so much I could end all your heartache and you could begin the life you deserve free from all the pain and shite that you are having to endure. Stay strong and let the truth carry you through 💕🌹😘

💜🦋💕 @Zoe7 ...... missing you too Hon. I don't want you to worry about me with everything else you are managing, but it helps me to know you, and my other forum family, are thinking of me and are so supportive of me.

Morning also to @Snowie @Owlunar @Bunniekins @eth and anyone else around ........

I am up early this morning and ha e spent an hour or so sorting out my spare room. The kids still have some gear here which I am slowly sending their way.

i have got my latest round of assignments submitted, along with answering to a lot of "dirty" legal stuff as s2bx reveals more of his true nature progressively. I also now know more about his bit because he rubbed my face in their relationship as a part of his grubbiness ..... and she is the perfect age to demonstrate his mid life crisis status ..... something he always considered completely ridiculous, and following exactly the same pattern as his own father. He is now living what he has always espoused to be absurd in a completely switched state. It really makes you wonder ?! It must be in their genes, and I hope he hasn't passed it on to our kids ......

I am sitting in a long overdue bath listening to music and trying to relax before taking D2 for a handover to visit her father's household, with all the crap that will come back with that. He's a real piece of work, I can tell you.

Hoping y'all have an okay day.

Oh Hon you know that is never going to happen. I know I am not here much myself lately but when I am I am here for you and absolutely want to know what you are dealing with. You are not alone in any of this as we are all behind you @Faith-and-Hope I know that is a huge help knowing that but never feel you cannot share all that you are going through because there are so many here that will not only isten but give you so much unconditional support.

You s2bx making life so hard for you is so wrong You would think that him having a 'new life' would be enough for him to deal with but the nastiness, vindictiveness and pain he is causing you is his no doubt his continual need for control. So many abusers use power and control to wear down others - but you are strong and more than a fair opponent to challenge him. I have no doubt that your push back and strength is not what he expected because in his narcassistic mind he is more important than anyone else. His bit can deal with that - and find it out herself when she is not agreeing or following along with everything HE wants - and when that time comes you will be well away from them both.

I do know how draining and difficult it would be for you to stand your ground and 'fight' back against all you have been confronted with but you deserve to come out of all this with everything you want - and deserve. Feel us holding you up, sitting on your shoulder cheering you on. I will be the one the loudest and also the one whispering quietly in your ear 'you got this, it will be worth the effort and your truth will win out'. Amongst those whispers will be gentle encouragement, a virtual hand to hold and a continuous stream of love, hugs and belief in the wonderful person you are. You know I love you Hon and think so very highly of you - just want you to know right now how much I also admire your strength, your courage, your fight and your continual resilience in dealing with all this with your usual grace. Hugs and hugs and hugs and hugs (and a few mre hugs thrown in just because...) 😘🌹💕

❤️😔 @Zoe7 .....

@Faith-and-Hope @Zoe7

Sorry to hear you are both going through so much at the moment.

Will always have my listening ears on for you both.

Love and hugs

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❤️ @Snowie .....

@Faith-and-Hope @Snowie 😘