Far and Away

I think the connection you both shared here he has taken with him and he definitely will be watching over you and sending you little signs that he is still with you. I know how hard that feeling of not being able to pick up the phone and call and all I can do is say how much it pains me to know you are hurting so bad my wonderful friend.

The messages you have still from him, read them and cherish those. Be careful not to lose them, I was cleaning out messages in my phone and I accidentally deleted Kylie's and it broke me all

over again.

I will hold you close to my heart for the next couple of days honey as you prepare for Friday. @Zoe7

I am trying to @Faith-and-Hope Eating and getting sleep back on track is next. I need to go to the supermarket tomorrow, which I will do when I go to my GP appontment as I park in the supermarket car park. Getting some extra help to be able to wind down at night and not be so anxious about sleep again will hopefully also help. It has been sometime since I have needed that sort of help but I can't do this alone right now.

I need that outside light fixed both for security and because the wind blew it part way off. It was not working properly before that so I have a new one already to replace it. I figured whilst I have the electrician here I may as well get the other things seen to as well.

How has your day been Hon?

Oh @Former-Member I can imagine how devastating that would have been for you I have already copied and saved most of his messages - just can't read any of them right now but they will be there for me when I am ready (if that ever happens). Right now I can't look at them - it is too hard. Still not processing it at all and that would just make it real - and I don't want it to be

@Zoe7 my friend, I hope you can get into see the psych soon.

You are an inspiration to me @❤🧡💛💚💙💜

Oh Hon that is so kind of you but I feel the same about you and so many here @Angels333 We are here for each other and can help to build each other up - never forget how amazing you are with all you go through and all you achieve along the way

Sending warm thoughts @Zoe7.💕💕💜

@Maggie 💕

@Faith-and-Hope Had some steamed veggies with a splash of mint sauce so aim number 1 for this evening ticked off. Next is to do some scanning of school stuff I was lent so I can drop it in tomorrow before my appointment. It is cards of images on grids the kids can work with. I haven't used any of them yet as the kids have had plenty to do with what I have planned but they will be good for next term when we have to work in smaller groups and not everyone will be able to do the same at the one time.

Tobes and Cat have had their night biscuits and are both inside sleeping - hoping I get the scanning done quickly and am not far behind them tonight. Going to try for bed island tonight but will set up the couch also (have to move Tobes to do that but once I start the scanning he will most likely move and sleep on the floor at my feet 🐶),

Give Nelly a tummy tickle from me and a hug for yourself 💕🌹

Hahaha ..... I might lose my hand if I try to give Nelly a tummy tickle for you @Zoe7 ..... definitely a no-go zone for her. She still won't let any of us pick her up easily, and squirms straight away to get down.

It has been a full-on day for me today, including some confusion about submissions that needed sorting out across our cohort, but we got there in the end.

Cooking a late dinner here at the moment, but it's a favourite I haven't made for some time, so I have poured a glass of something and am taking it easy for a while. I want to do some more on my Photoshop assignment before I go to bed, because it's a big one.

Hi to @Maggie @Angels333 @Former-Member @Snowie ..... anyone else around ..... 👋💕

Good on you @Faith-and-Hope Kick back and relax for a little while before you get back into it.

Nelly certainly sounds like she runs the house and everything is on her terms lol ...but she does snuggle up to you a lot so she must trust you and that is a good thing.

Glad you got your submission issue sorted - it is amazing how much time the simple things can take up hey.

Goodluck with your photoshop assignment tonight. I have just watched Rosehaven and am now going to do the scanning so I will try to check back in with you later to see how you are going