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Saw my pdoc. She is concerned but I assured her I am safe. She was happy I took this week off and I am doing what I can to look after myself (as much as I can at present). She wants me to see my psych so I will call in the morning to see what can be sorted out. I am not going to see my pdoc for another 4 weeks but that is dependent on me getting in to see my psych in that time also.
I also called an electrician to fix my outside light and a powerpoint that hasn't worked for years - called 2 this morning and one got back to me straight away (no word from the other one yet!!!). I feel like the one that called back was meant to be - he has the same first name as my friend that died and was lovely on the phone so maybe my friend is 'talking' to me 
He can also come in the next couple of days so I can get it done whilst I am off work. The estimated price was very reasonable too 👍 I will need to move things in the spare room to get access to the powerpoint but that is probably a good thing to get me moving a little as I have slept before my appointment all day again.
I am also going to try to do a little school work tonight - even making a start will be an achievement - need to try to do things so I can get back to work next week. At the moment I am in no state to do that but hoping once the funeral is over on Friday and it sinks in a bit more I will be able to accept it a bit better.
For now I am still in a fog and everything is difficult but I see my GP in the morning and will be able to get some extra meds to help. My pdoc could have done that today but we like to keep all dispensing of meds with my GP so we have it all in one place (so another night to get through 
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More snuggle time with Tobes now before I try to get up and moving a bit later.
Love and hugs to all 
