Far and Away

@Faith-and-Hope I have the week off to try to get myself together again. The Principal was very kind and agreed to me taking a week's long service leave (5 days is the minimum you can take at any one time). I am in no state presently to teach the kids - feeling both mentally and physically very unwell - so it was not a hard decision to make. I see my pdoc on Wednesday and am going to try to get in to see my GP asap also ...need that support right now.

I am really happy to hear you didn't have trouble getting some time off. Hope you can get into see your gp as soon as you want to my friend. Sending you some more love and light. @Zoe7

I wrote up a reply to you last night @Zoe7 ..... then lost it. I figured that was a sign not to post it anyway ..... it was to do with f####.... s2bX.

I am glad you are taking the week off @Zoe7, especially as you have a couple of support appointments lined up. It will be important to prepare yourself emotionally for those, and give yourself some de-brief time afterwards as well.

Thinking of you and continuing to hold you in prayer.

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Oh Hon - I can imagine the shite s2bx is getting up to and holding you in my thoughts Keep showing your amazing resilience and grace @Faith-and-Hope It is not about how nasty HE is but how much you are sticking to your own values that will sustain you. It is of course incredibly hard to do that but he cannot break you if you are true to yourself

I can't get a GP appointment until Friday but will check back later today to see if there is a cancellation any other day.

Hi @Zoe7 i have been thinking about you. Sending you lots of love and hugs xxxooo

Hi @Faith-and-Hope i know you are having a hard time at the moment with all the legal stuff. Sending you too lots of love and hugs xxxooo

Thanks @BlueBay - an incredibly hard time so all love and hugs gratefully accepted

Hugs to both of you @Zoe7 @BlueBay .... 💚💙💚💙💚💙🦋🐚💕

Good afternoon @Faith-and-Hope I hope you are having an okay day Hon.

I have slept on and off all day and eaten - so will see how my stomach is after that. I haven't been able to eat properly for days - everything has been making my stomach hurt but a lot of that is likely to be stress and anxiety as well.

Been in contact with my friend's sister again today. They are still working on the logistics of the funeral because of covid but it is still going to be Friday. I really wish I could be there but as I am not family there is no way I could go under current restrictions. I will honour him in my own way when I am ready - which right now is not even thinkable.

Keep holding me in your prayers Hon - I need all the help I can get at present to get through this. It certainly has hit me extremely hard and is an understatement to say I am not coping with it at all well. One step at a time...

@Zoe7 you have been in my mind and heart hun. I am glad you have some time off work and hopefully you can get into see your gp sooner rather then later.

I have no words of comfort but please know that I am thinking of you lots. 💌💌💌

Sending you gentle loving hugs my friend,holding you close to my heart. @Zoe7