Far and Away

Yay @Zoe7 .... 👍 new jumpers.

Dinner and wash-up done here ✔️

Great work @Faith-and-Hope Washing up done here too 👍

I also got a new long sleeve butterfly top so if they all come as they look online then I will be one happy flutterby

I cannot believe I am still awake but it is giving me some time to do some art searching on the internet. I was just telling @Sans911 I got distracted and time seems to have gone quickly tonight as a result I have the footy on now too but it really is a boring game - and I don't particularly like either team so not interested.

It is 4 degrees here at the moment - I might need to put my electric blanket on tonight

It must be cold @Faith-and-Hope as I just got up to get a drink and Toby did not move....

Hi @Adge Read your Worry Room post earlier and am really feeling for you. You have endured so much over the last 6 months and so deserve a break

Thanks so much @Zoe7

I've been thinking of you.

I just have not been able to write/ post.

Adge

sending you hugs @Adge aand sitting with you

Hello @Snowie , @Faith-and-Hope , @Zoe7 , @Former-Member

moning @Faith-and-Hope , @Zoe7
ammmm one day at a time here my friend , how are you going
sending you hugs
our car needs new brakes
our rideon mower had a trip to the repair shop
taking mum up for redressing twice a week
mr shaz wants to finish // keep going
have been do a routine but not sure it is working
my blood tests shows my kidney is stable , next checkup is in september
diabetes have been going up at night -- ???

Morning everyone @Zoe7 @Adge @Shaz51 @Snowie @Former-Member @Sans911 .... anyone else around 👋💕☕️

Great news about you kidney test being stable @Shaz51 but not so much the rest of the things breaking down or needing repair - or your diabtes going up at night Did you have Smoky day yesterday?

@Adge Think of you often buddy and so wish life was easier for you I know you have Jelly Cat and your birds but losing your job and having all that time on your hands is hard. Do you still chat with your nice neighbour?

Thankyou so much @Faith-and-Hope 💖🙏

No, I don't have support irl.
Hubby is actually being very supportive and caring. Things have improved there, which I'm very grateful for. Miracles do happen. 😍

My gp knows. I don't feel supported by her. More judged. Ugh! I judge myself. I don't need judgement from her. 😬 She recommended that I see a psychiatrist and try more meds. I can't go down that way, because I've tried many meds over the years and they make me feel worse. I've tried heaps. I've lost count. I saw a psychiatrist years ago. The meds she prescribed were the worst I've ever had. I was reluctant to try, but trusted her judgment. Wrong. I believe I almost died. But I had the sense to know something was terribly wrong and stopped them all. I felt like I was having a heart attack at times and the one she gave for anxiety, oh my gosh. Knocked me out. I could hardly walk. So I am very reluctant to try more.
I have been to AODS previously. Rehab was recommended years ago and again last year. I couldn't go. I think it would be too distressing for me. I gave up on my own and didn't drink for many years I can give up again. I am doing ok and didn't touch a drink for nearly 3 weeks. I'll be ok and will stop again. I have to stop. It's really not doing me any good. Thanks for caring and for prayers. Big hugs to you and 💖💖💖 to @Zoe7 @Snowie @Shaz51 🥰🥰🥰