Far and Away

@Zoe7 ...... ❤️🦋

Happy Sunday Arvo Far and Away family ☀️🙏☀️

@Faith-and-Hope

Hi @Faith-and-Hope how are you? Are things between us ok? Just not sure how to interpret 😏 emoji last msg. Playing on my mind :face_with_rolling_eyes:🤨

Hi @Former-Member 👋 💕

I just meant enjoy watching the movie - it's a favourite of mine and gives me belly-laughs every time .... it sits really close to the reality of it for many European families.

Hi @Faith-and-Hope I had a very, very hard conversation with my mother and sister today - I think I got through to them but only time will tell. Feeling completely drained and quite sick still but hoping now I have done that that it passes overnight. Tomorrow I need to tackle some work related stuff so that will be another really tough day - there is a time limit I need to keep to so that makes it really difficult. Alongside all that I am dealing with being contacted by one of my childhood abusers. I have blocked all access but it is still really unsettling ....and so out of the blue that I certainly did not expect it. That sent me into free fall with everything else going on (some of which I will not go into here). SI has been high and I have overdone it a couple of times ...but I am still here so I suppose that is a positive

So sorry I have not been here for you but you have been in my thoughts ...and that has actually helped me get through. I hope you are okay with all you have on and getting through your assignments and sculpture work. No need to reply Hon - just wanted to update you and let you know I am thinking of you 💕🌹 Hugs to you and Nelly 😺🐾😘

Love that image from this morning @Former-Member

Me too @Former-Member @Zoe7 .... but it has taken me a while to get to the forums today. I ended up staying awake all night dealing with some stuff I hadn't difficult stuff I hadn't been getting to. Once I started I just kept going to put it behind me ...,,

Wow @Zoe7 .... I don't know what to say ..... there is soooo much there ...... ❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️🦋❤️

Sorry @Zoe7 .... that sort-of self-posted before I finished writing, so sending this one after it .....

I am guessing the difficult convo with your mum and sister was about boundaries ..... that would have been tough and very draining.

I can't believe the childhood abuser tried to get in touch 😦. Perhaps their experiences in their adult world have left them very sorry about what happened, but to try to contact you means they are clueless about the effect of the trauma they caused, and that contact, or even an attempt at contact, is re-traumatising, not healing .....

So many big hugs for you Hon .....